Trap House One Shots

Not so innocent .2

*STRONG TRIGGER FOR SOME*

Thirty minutes until both of them were supposed to show up. "Lily are you ready?" My mom called from down stairs, "yes mom!"

I glanced at myself in the mirror and nodded in approval.

Not much longer the door bell rang and I heard Sam and Colby's voice from downstairs.

"Lily!" My mom yelled, "here goes nothing," I mumbled.

I walked downstairs and smiled at Sam, he smiled back and I looked at Colby, he was looking me up and down and trying to cover up a smirk. Sam saw it to and we frowned at each other.

I gave Sam a hug and said hello before turning to Colby, "Hey Colbs," I tried the nickname which instantly worked. It's like he went from looking at me as some chick to bang to his old best friend who was back in town.

He came in and gave me a hug. I smiled at this, I didn't realize how much I had missed both there hugs.

He was still him even if it was harder to see. I closed my eyes as he tightened the hug, "I missed you Lily.." he whispered, "I missed you to Colby.." I mumbled as we pulled back.

Sam's eyes were wide but he quickly covered up when Colby looked over, I looked over confused and he mouthed to me he'd tell me later.

The night went on and nothing bad happened, it was like I truly never left.

Everything was going great until Colby messed up. He burst out laughing at how Sam was talking about a girl from our school. She was one of those slutty bitches who was mean and popular but didn't mind sleeping around with any hot guy.

"Hey now, don't forget I'm the one fucking her good right now, I mean come on Sam!" He laughed, I frowned and went to ignore it but more came, "I mean one time she was screaming out no and it still happened, but when we kept going she ended up not regretting it, I mean am I right or am I right," he bumped Sam and put his hand out but Sam was looking at me.

I was disgusted with Colby. Finally Colby looked from Sam's face to mine and his eyes widened with realization, "Lily-" I got up, "Get out. Get out of my sight, out of my house, out of my life. Right this fucking instant!" I screamed.

Everyone came rushing up but I didn't care, "get out Colby!!" I grabbed him by his shirt and literally through him out the door, "leave!" I screeched. And he did, he ran as fast as he could.

Tears swelled in my eyes and I thought I was gonna hurl. Sam tried to comfort me. I jolted away from him and ended up hitting my head on the wall, I groaned out in pain.

"Please Sam, just leave with him," I whispered. The parents watched as he left as well, but I didn't care. I rushed through them and to the bathroom.

I opened up the toilet actually did throw up. I burst out crying as I remembered everything that I had finally pushed out of my head.

His hands gripping my thighs, him covering my mouth with I don't know what, pushing down on my body so he could rip my clothes off...

My mom knocked softly on the door, "Lily..?" She whispered as she walked through the door. She crouched down beside me and gave me a hug as I cried. "I'm sorry I ruined tonight mom.." I cried into her shoulder, "You come first sweetie," she rubbed my back.

I walked slowly to bed, dragging my feet across the floor.

The pain of every place he touched on my body, my scream as he slapped me, how I begged him to stop..

I slowly pulled on sweatpants and a comfier shirt. I laid down on the bed send just stared at the ceiling.

He pushed me down against the sand of the beach and laughed when I hit my head on the ground, my cries for help weren't heard as I couldn't get through what was muffling my mouth, I was completely naked...

I didn't notice I was crying until I had turned onto my side.

He slowly took off his clothes and forced me to look, he grabbed my hair and pulled me close, he forced my mouth open..

I couldn't stop crying but slowly the house became quiet. I knew I couldn't be loud so I placed my face into the pillow.

Suddenly there was a knock at my window, I jumped up and ran to the window. My heart beat quickened as I opened it but I rolled my eyes when I saw it was Sam, "before you tell me to leave," he told me as he got inside, I went to argue against his actions, "I'm not leaving," he told me.

I frowned but sat down on my bed. He closed the window and sat beside me.

"Colby's sorry.." he whispered, I looked down at my feet and scoffed, "he knows what happened to me Sammy," I saw Sam smile from the old nickname but I pretended not to, "he helped me through it more then anyone, and it was like all of that pain for both of us just left when he started talking.." I muttered, Sam sighed, "he's trying Lily, but you just came back and he's gotten so use to the way he is now. You've already started changing him Lily, you good for him." Sam spoke.

"what about you?"

I looked up at him, I knew he didn't know what to say, "sorry, I don't know what I'm saying," I shook my head and went to look back down, "your changing me more then I'm showing," he admitted.

I looked at him and we smiled at each other. I didn't notice how much he had changed. His face has sharpened. He definitely had a jawline but his eyes were still the pretty sky blue that I last seen. His lips looked soft and pink.

I saw looking around my face so I decided to trace and feature of him in my mind.

We talked for 30 or so minutes before he left.

I went to bed that night feeling a lot better.