Trap House One Shots

Not so innocent .3

A month had passed. In that month the first day of school had happened, I had made a few good friends, Sam and I were on good terms, Colby was trying but considering he couldn't do much at school because of his reputation and didn't want to see him outside of school, it wasn't really working for him, I had started working at a restaurant every Sunday night to get a little extra money as well.

I had just finished my homework when I heard a knock at my window. I knew it was Sam and excitedly ran over to the window, I threw it open to say a loud hello but frowned when he wasn't alone. "Hi Sam!" I smiled at him, "Colby." I nodded.

They both climbed into my room and I closed the window.

Colby went to open his mouth but I put a finger on his lips. Everyone heard footsteps at my door.

"Do you need something mom?" I called out.

She said nothing but again everyone heard her run away.

Sam and Colby burst out laughing and I couldn't help but laugh along.

After the laugh fest we all sat down on my bed even though I didn't want Colby to.

"Lily I messed up," Colby tried to start, "Yes you did," I said bluntly, "no. No way. You aren't shutting me out. You will talk to me because last time you shut us both out I went into a very bad spiral." I glared at him but let him continue.

Colby grabbed out a piece of paper and I glanced at Sam. He begged with his eyes for me to just listen to what Colby has to say. I sighed and looked back at Colby.

"Lily. I messed up big time, I know that, trust me I know that. I could say it a billion times. When you left both of us didn't know what to do with ourselves. But we promised each other to text and call and talk to one another as much as we possibly could. Then it happened. You spiraled, and called for both of us to help. So we did. Then Sam and complications which made us and only us work together. We helped one another understand and I helped you power through. I was there to listen and you know that. I thought you were doing better, that you were becoming stronger so I loosened the leash of awareness about you a little bit. That's the one thing in my whole life that will haunt me forever. Because you thought I no longer cared, and when Sam came back you wouldn't listen to either of us. Slowly you didn't answer me our texts or calls and slowly we stopped trying. I because something you hated because I thought I was getting my own revenge no matter where you were. Then you came back. I thought I could treat you like I had treated all the other girls who swooned over me but when you called me 'Colbs' all the feelings of hurt melted away. So when I started talking about her I forgot the one of the most important people in my life had gone through almost the same and never ended up liking it. I know what you went through and to bring something up like that was terrible of me. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry."

I looked at Colby in awe. His deep blue eyes flashed up from the paper and I could tell his stomach was doing flips. Finally my walls came down, "be careful Colbs, just be careful, okay?" I whispered, he nodded and pulled me into a hug. I giggled and hugged him back.

"Thank god!" Sam yelled, he flopped down on his back which made me and Colby burst out laughing, "I'm serious Lily, you don't know how many times I had to hear that for him to perfect it." He groaned, I laughed again.

I turned to Colby and poked him, "perfect it?" I teased, he blushed and I smirked.

I waved goodbye as they climbed out on the roof and down the tree.

It felt as though I was no longer holding weights against me. It felt like everything was going to be okay.

When I went to school the next day I instantly caught up with Sam, "Lily can I tell you something?" I look at him and nodded, "Colby's not going to be different now, at school he still wants to hold up his reputation," I rolled my eyes, "don't be silly Sam, he'll be nice to me," he didn't try to deny it but we both knew he was right.

When we walked into school we saw what we did everyday. I had made names for each group.

Blondies standing on the right side by the lockers. Six to be exact. Each of them had long blond hair and bright pink lips. If you wanted to be apart of their group you had to have blonde hair. Somehow they were kind popular.

The hot populars. There were to groups in one for this group. Girls and boys. Involved with them was Colby obviously. So was the dirty blonde haired bitch he was supposedly fucking. Of course she is beautiful long hair, pouty natural pink lips, a great body, and a nice voice. They boys all had muscles and six packs while all the girls had huge asses and tits.

The listeners. They didn't do much and didn't harm anyone. They just listened and drifted along with the crowd. If you wanted information and had a friend in that group they would almost always have an answer. They pretty much listened to everything.

Then there was my group. Which I called the least fake group. Sure we had a couple people who could use some work but no one was a back stabbing bitch or had to post for insta to be famous when they grew up. Thank god.

I smiled as I walked up to my group, I was thankful I hadn't needed to be in a group I hated, but it still hurt that Sam and I split up when he went to join Colby and I couldn't exactly walk right up to them.

My group welcomed me and my sad thoughts were thrown away when they pulled me into their conversation.

**

I laughed as Sam grabbed my bag quickly and put it over his shoulder, "such a gentleman," I teased, he shrugged, "you're tired," he mumbled, "well thank you kind sir," he rolled his eyes but chuckled.

We got into Sam's car and pulled up the street a little bit. I hated this part.

A couple minutes later Colby got into the backseat, "ayyyeee the two people I actually like!" Colby smiled as he buckled up. Sam laughed and started driving but all I could give was a small smile.

I stared out the window as Sam and Colby started talking but I accidentally blocked them out as I listened to the radio.

"You've been quite this whole time, you didn't even say goodbye to Colby, what's up?" Sam asked as he parked by the side of the rode.

"Huh?" I turned my head finally noticing things again, I rubbed my eyes, "sorry, I'm just exhausted," I mumbled. I opened my eyes and looked over, "okay well if there is something actually wrong I'm here to talk," I nodded and smiled at him.

We sat there for a while, Sam didn't want to drive and honestly I didn't mind not going home quite yet.

I looked at him to find him looking at me.

In that moment I felt so lonely. I don't know why because I had some really good friends and I wasn't really annoyed with anyone at the moment. So I don't know why I did what I did but I did it anyway.

I pulled Sam's shirt and kissed him.

He was frozen solid for about a second before melting into the kiss. He pulled me into the drivers seat so I could straddle him as we kissed.

His lips were warm and soft.

Why had I never done this before?
Because he's your best friend so stop doing it now!!

I gasped and pulled back. No one knew what to say so we just stared at each other.

I climbed into the passenger seat and Sam drove me home. We said nothing to each other as he stopped the car in front of my house. We nodded as a goodbye but not words came out. I grabbed my bag and went inside.

What the fuck did I just do?