SPIDER WEB OF DEPRESSION

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I'M LIKE A FLY CAUGHT IN DEPRESSION'S
WEB.
AND ANXIETY IS THE SPIDER SLOWLY
WRAPPING ME IN UP AS A MEAL.
HER BELLY ACID IS SCHIZOPHRENIA.
VERY DEADLY.
I'M HER FAVORITE FOOD SHE SAVES
FOR LAST.
AS I'M WAITING FOR MY TURN TO
BE EATEN.
I WISH I HAD THE ENERGY TO BREAK
FEE.
BUT I DON'T.
COULD SOMEONE PLEASE KILL HER
AND SAVE ME.
I JUST WANT TO BE FREE.
I'M TIERED OF LIVING IN FEAR.

I'M TIERED OF WHAT I MIGHT DO.
WHY DO I DESERVE THIS?
IN FACT WHY DOES ANYONE DESERVE
THIS?

ALL I NEED IS HELP.
DOES MY CRIES FALL ON DEATH EARS
DO I DESERVE TO LIVE WITH THESE
FEARS?

DID I NOT SUFFER ENOUGH?
HOW LONG MORE MUST I WAIT?

SO PLEASE HELP ME.
PLEASE SET ME FREE.

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