The life and struggles of EmoBoyPoem

FALLEN ANGEL

I'M NOT THE SWEET INNOCENT BOY I ONCE WAS.
THE ANGEL HAS FALLEN LOST HIS WINGS.
IT HAS BEEN REPLACED BY A DARK DEMON.
AND THIS IS A NEVER ENDING SEASON OFF HELL.
HOW WILL I DIE I ASK AGAIN?
CAN'T IT JUST HAPPEN ALREADY.
I'M A BOAT ON A RESTLESS SEA.
THE WHOE WORLD IS STARING AT ME.
LOOK AT THE FALLEN ANGEL THEY SAY.
WELL AT LEAST I'M USE TO FALLING.
SO ONE DAY AT HEAVEN THE DROP WON'T BE SO BAD.
I MISS THE WINGS I ONCE HAD.
THE ONES THAT COULD FLY AWAY
ANYTIME I WANTED TOO.
NOW IM STUCK IN HELLS CHAINS.
GUESS I WILL NEVER BE THE ANGEL I ONCE WAS.
I'M TO BE REMAIN FALLEN.
TO WALK THIS LIFE AS A SCARED PERSON.
I JUST WANNA END THE PAIN.
I DON'T REALLY WANNA DIE.
I JUST WANT THE SUFFERING TO END.
DEATH JUST SEEMS LIKE THE QUICKEST WAY.
BUT EVERY TIME I TRY,MY MIND SWAYS.
Ps if there is grammars i wtote this while on my meds but it came to me and i had to share