The life and struggles of EmoBoyPoem

DEAR READER

DEAR WHOEVER.

THIS WORLD OF MINE HAS BECOME SO UNBEARABLE, I'M NOT LOOKING FOR PITY.
I JUST WANT THESE MEMORIES TO END.
I JUST WANT THE VOICES TO SHUT UP.
I AM JUST A SHELL OF WHO I ONCE WAS.
I PONDER SUICIDE ON THE DAILY.
AND IT IS FUNNY, THOSE THOUGHTS
MAKE ME SMILE.
WHAT ELSE CAN YOU DO, WHEN NO ONE HEARS YOU?
I FEEL SO DEAD INSIDE, IT'S HARD NOT TO TAKE THAT BLADE, AND END IT HERE TONIGHT.
SELF HARM IS AN ADDICTION, MY ONLY ESCAPE.
I'M ONE MONTH CLEAN.
MY DEMONS SCREAMS.
THE BAD SHIT DON'T WANNA END, IN FACT IT FEELS WORSE.
IT IS HARD, I FEEL LIKE A BURDEN.
MY END LINE IS TOO HIGH OF A HURDLE.
DOES GOD LOVE ME?
HA, THATS FUNNY I THOUGHT LOVE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE WARM AND KIND.
WISH I COULD PRESS REWIND ON MY LIFE.
WISH I COULD FEEL AGAIN.
THE HAPPY TIMES ARE SHORT LIVED.
SO PUT ME ON A SPACESHIP AND PRESS BLAST OFF.

P.S THANKS FOR READING.