No match, no flame ( a KOTLC fanfiction) book 1 of the FIRE series

I just can't do...............this

A/N SORRY!!!!!!!!!!! ( to my non-existant) readers, I am so fricking sorry for not updating sooner. I really have no excuse, because I'm a huge nerd, and have nothing to do everyday! I love writing & publishing stuff, even though no-one reads it!!!!!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....................On to the story! :)

The weight of what I'm saying finally gets to him. Fitz looks at me like I just told him that I eat puppies for breakfast. He looks horrified. He looks at me like I just killed his pet. Did he really like me that much? Fitz starting breaking down. Slowly, tears fell down his face, and his voice was ragged. Every time he takes a breath, it feel like my heart is breaking.

"Why?" He managed to choke out.

"I can't get into it right now. I'm really, really sorry," I answer. I know that if I get into it, I will end up on the floor as a crying ball.

"I think you should at least tell me that much," he says. He seems sad, but he also seems kinda angry. To be honest, I'm not surprised, anger is how Fitz deals with things.

"Well, when I went to the matchmaking office, I found out that........ that........ I can't have a match list," Fitz looks like he wants to interrupt, but I shushed him. "I know you're going to say that matchmaking lists don't matter to you, but I can tell that they do. I'm sorry." I look at him, making sure he's ok. He's not.

"Actually, I was going to say that matchmaking lists are super important, and that you are right that we should break up! Next time don't talk for other people." His mean way of speaking surprised me, I mean I knew he was angry, but this was a little much.

A/N to all the Sophitz people reading this, I'm gonna make Fitz look like a huge jerk for the rest of this chapter, but don't worry, he won't be all bad. Just a warning, continue!!!!!!!!!!!!

I then did something I'm not proud of, I yelled, "Well, at least, you can now be with Linh!" My voice gets quieter. "That's right, I see the way you look at her, I'm not blind, and I'm not oblivious."

"Oh really, because you seem to not notice that Keefe likes you!" Fitz retorts. That. Did. Not. Just. Happen. Keefe likes me? What? And, did Fitz just spill on of Keefe's very personal secrets? Holy cow. I'm so focused on my thoughts, that I don't realize that Fitz is screaming his head off at me. My brain is on repeat. Keefe likes me? Sure, I kind of suspected, but I never actually knew. There's a flutter in my stomach. My face feels hot. I have a grin on my face. Wait, does some part of me like Keefe?

"Fitz, stop." It was Grady's voice. I finally snap out of my thoughts. I look up and realize that's Fitz's hand was inches away from my face. Grady was holding his hand out at the now frozen Fitz. On Fitz's face was pure terror. I realize that Fitz is being mesmerized. Fitz slowly moves to the other end of the room, only then does the mesmerizing stop. Grady and Edaline both run over to me and hug me. I fall into them. Grady turns around,"get out of my house" he yells, "I WILL BE TELLING YOUR PARENTS ABOUT THIS!" Fitz actually looks scared. Of course Grady would have to go into overprotective dad mode. Fitz listens and grabs his pathfinder.

I'm sorry. Sophie this is all my fault. Fitz transmits. It's ok, I say because, it is ok, I get how he could be mad. Sophie, he transmits, I can't do..........this. Do what? I ask, Life, I'm too guilty. He responds, then his mind starts to shatter.

A/N MWHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

So, I admit, I'm evil! to my (not real) readers, no I don't hate Fitz, but I Do ship Foster-keefe. Sorry!! Will Fitz be too broken for Sophie to fix him? or will he pull through? What happens in the next chapter is up to you guys! Do you want Fitz to die? COMMENT THAT BELOW! If you want him to live, COMMENT THAT BELOW!

To my SOPHITZ readers, I have to say, this is not a SOPHITZ story.

To my FOSTER-KEEFE readers, well, I'm not quite sure yet. :) I'm a realisist, even though i loooooooove Foster-keefe, I know that the next few chapters will be hard for Sophie, and that she won't go from one relationship to another very fast.

Be warned! I'm working on ( at least) five books right now, so I might take a while... my goal for updates is at LEAST once a week.

So long my nonexistent readers and...............KEEPER FANS (like me)

-THE KOTLC DORK!