Stephen x Hosuh (angst oneshots)

I'm Here For You

🌷~3rd persons view~🌷

PTSD was tough for Stephen after his mother had died in an accident. He had been in the car while it happened but he had survived, but suffered trama badly after. He lost his appetite. He soon developed insomnia and bad nightmares of that day. He always woke up crying wishing he did something to help. He soon developed depression, anxiety, and panic disorder.
Everyday he woke up and did the same thing. He would wake ul from a nightmare in a cold sweat. He would cry for an hour wishing he had helped and kept blaming himself. He would walk to the kitchen ignoring his house mates, Hosuh and Daniel. He would return to his room with water and hide out there, crying and crying. Panic attack after panic attack. Metal breakdowns after mental breakdowns, and hospitalization. When he got admitted he wouldn't budge. His walls were up too high to bring them down. He never took advise but they prescribed medications for his nightmares and depression. The never knew he suffered from ptsd because he never opened up.
His heart was broken. He felt as if he ruined everything and everyone. If he just had shut up. None of this would had happened. Stephen felt that suicide was his only answer to help the world. Make it a better place. Make everyone happy. His world was crumbling before him. He was always tierd from the sleepless nights of crying. Hosuh had enough of this. He couldn't stand seeing his best friend, crush fall apart. He had to help him. He had to.
🌺~Hosuh's Pov~🌺

I knocked on Stephen's door. I could practically feel the depression and stress radiating out of his room. I heard him sniffle and clear his throat.
"W-Who..Is i-it..?" I heard a faint voice ask. Stephen hadn't talked in months. All he did was cry his lungs out. Im surprised he even answered to my knocking.
"It's me, Hosuh." I answered shyly. Jesus christ!!!? Why am i so anxious!? It's his room, yeah, yeah! I shake off my shyness and built up my courage.
"May i come in?" I asked as politely as possible. I heard him walk around and open his door. He was so thin. The bags under his eyes were so visible and his eyes were so red from all the crying. I couldn't help but gasp. My love, was practically fading away.
I brought my hand up to touch his face but he flinched shutting his eyes tight. Thats what broke my heart. I could feel the tears building up in my eyes. He opened one eyes slowly then the other, he looked frightened. I brought my hand back down and help my arm. I opened my mouth to talk but he spoke first.
"Im sorry. I just. Im not used to that.. Im not familiar wkth all that... Im slrry i didn't mean to.." he trailed off looking slightly to his left. I exhaled softly.
"It's alright, i just... Here lets talk privately." He nodded and let me in. He closed the dolr and turned to face me. I looked around seeing a bag full of water bottles. I couldn't help but feel concerned. I looked at him. His eyes we glazed over, he must feel dead. He even looks it.
"Stephen, this is serious you need to ta-" I tried to tell him but he interrupted.
"No, Hosuh. It's fine, i don't need help." Stephen tried to convince me but miserably failed. Gokd attempt though.
"No, Stephen. You need to open up to Daniel and I! I know you think we don't care but i do!" I told him, every word was sincere. He looked away with guilt. His body started trembling. I ran over to him quickly.
"STEPHEN!?" I screamed as he fell to the floor holding his stomach. His eyes spilled tears as he mumbled, im sorry. Tears fell down my face.
"Stephen! Calm down!" I pleaded with him. He held his head pulling on his hair. He was paniced. His breathing hitched as his throat closed.
A panic attack. I calmly held his arms trying to bring his hands away from his head. He did soon take them off his head. He was still shaking. I sat there hopeless. I leaned in to hug him, i slowly did this not to startle him. He started to calm down and did hug back.

🌟❄️🍂🍁🥀💐🎋💧💔🌹🌼🌸🌺🌷Im Here For You🌷🌺🌸🌼🌹💔💧🎋💐🥀🍁🍂❄️🌟

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778 words and a broken heart.
10:11pm when started
11:03pm when finished
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