Stephen x Hosuh (angst oneshots)

The Last Line

Hosuh's pov~

Ring ring....
Ring ring....
Ring ring....
Ring-
Stephen didn't pick up. It was 3am and i was calling him over and over. My tears were falling out of my eyes. The salty substance hit the glass screen i held before my eyes. I set my phone down onto the cold hardwood floor. I fell into the fetal position as my body fell limp. The voices seeped in my bones and soul. They shouted all my insecurities and making more of them. They brought up my friends. "friends". I screamed as i brought my hands up to cover my ears. Nothing silenced these demons.
As a small boy i always was afraid of these monsters under my bed, but now they live inside my head. The clawed at my arms and legs. I pulled my legs closer to my chest and hiding my face from the world. Of course, i can't hide forever, infact i can't. These voices find me anywhere but my safe place. I let out a cry unknowingly holding my breath. I slowly brought myself to my feet as gravity pulled me down. The darkness closed in on me and the voices became louder. I unlocked my door. As it clicked i quickly slid out into my hallway. In the darkness i could see everyone laughing. I sprinted to the bathroom, every step had a painful ice cold touch. I swung the bathroom door open and shut it behind me along with locking it.
I opened the mirror to see the pain killers and my trusty razor. I grabbed them both and slid to the floor. As tears fell out of my eyes i took the razor. I looked at it seeing the stained blood on it. All my bottled feeling bursted. I threw the razor down onto my arm. I winced at the sharp pain that struck through my bones. After a second my body thanked me for the relief of the pain. The voices had gotten quiter. I dragged the peice of metal across my arm. The blood slowly poked out of my skin in small dots and soon poured out of my arm. I carved the hurtful words into my skin. My fingers had newly fresh blood on them and dry blood on my palm. As i made more and more words i made a circle in my arm and drew a happy face with a line thru it.
The blood fell to the floor quickly making small drip noises. I opened the pills clumsily. I fumbled with the cap for a second before my shaking hand finally threw it to the side. I brought myself to my feet feeling light headed. I grabbed a cup i had left in here and filled it with water. I poured the pills in my mouth and sipped the water swallowing the pills. As the pills got pushed down my throat i unlocked the door and swung it open. The halls were empty along with my head. All i heard was a clock ticking. I ran to my room and shut it quickly. I threw myself onto the floor and fumbled with my phone. As i dialed 18002738255 my throat caught.
Ring...
Ring...
"You have reached the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, also servicing the Veterans service line. If you are in emotional distress or suicidal crisis or are concerned about someone who might be, we're here to help. Please remain on the line while we route your call to the nearest crisis center in our network." a familiar voice answered.
"S-Stephen?" i cried into the phone hearing his voice. Of course he wouldn't pick up my calls. He was helping other people through this mess.
"Hosuh!? Why did you call!?" He sounded worried.
" j-just listen, okay?" i asked him as tears fell down my face. He exhaled and soon answered.
"okay.." He applied.
"I-it's already too late for me now. But i f-fucking love you so much. Im sorry for wasting your time with my problems. Im sorry that im taking up your time. Im sorry, i love you... I love you....I...Love....Yo....u" i stopped talking as my airways were closing in. I coughed and coughed. I was wheezing for air. I could hear Stephen but i did hear the line end. I threw my phone onto the floor as i violently shook. I held my throat and coughed. I choked and choked. As i gave in to it i slowly lied on the floor. I heard a loud noise from the front of my house. I heard multiple steps. As they got closer they got quieter.
"HOSUH!!!"

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Heyo everyone.
Im back with another depressing chapter!ヽ（'ー｀）┌
Ugh, this didn't come out as good as i wanted it to. The picture was supposed to go with the stlry but i decided nit to have hosuh blow his brains out. ┐(￣ヮ￣)┌
Mind i made this at 2:38am and its 3am now so dont mind the spelling errors.(¬_¬)ﾉ
Special thanks toooooo
thepatheticlass
JazzyScares
Aria_Chan7123
cc_cloud
And
ilovechipsomuchlol
For motivating me to do this.(ღ˘ω˘ღ)
This was a terrible story, total fail tbh.ಥ_ಥ
I hope you liked it.
I love you all and Peace └（★ｏ★）┐
-Oreo/Ryan