Stephens pov
I have been crying for the last two hours
Hosuh is trying kill himself and i cant take this
I cried holding my hair and trying to rip it out
I sobbed and let out a long gross sob.
I cant take it
Im useless
I cant help him
Hes going to leave me and i did nkthing
Im terrible for doing this
I only hurt others
Im horrible.
I cantbhelp my best friend
I just wantbto see hjm for the last time
Hug him and tell him it'll be alright
But i cant
Im a useless piece of shit
I deserve nothing
I let him down
I can't talk him out of suicide
I tried for so long
I give up
I wish i could help
But im mean and rude
He will just die
Ill be left here
To rot
I love him
I cant loose him
His the only person i have left
When he leaves
Its all over
My life would then be 100% meaningless
Im only alive for him
He keeps me alive
He helps me on my ups and downs
He was always there for me
We laughed together
Cried together
Everything
I cant
I
Love
Him
He
Cant
Leave
Me
Hosuh
Please
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Stephen x Hosuh (angst oneshots)
FanfictionI just want to say that mental disorders are not a joke. This book is a venting/stress relief to me. I do not wish harm apon anyone. If this really bothers you im sorry. I for one, enjoy writing sad stories with unhappy endings. Anyway, i nust had t...
