Stephen x Hosuh (angst oneshots)

About a million thoughts

3rd persons pov-

Hosuh layed on his bed just staring at his darkened ceiling. His eyes were red and puffy for he cried for so long. Tears still streaming down his face. He rolled over to be faced with his clock.
"3:43.." he croaked.
He blinked a few times slowly. He rolled onto his back again to stare at his ceiling. A bright light moved across his room as a vehicle passed by his house. Hosuh sat up slowly yawning. He rubbed his eyes. He swung his legs off his bed sliding his slippers on. His phone started buzzing on his nightstand. He picked it up and he immediately closed his eyes to the bright light. He blindly answered the phone.
"Hello?" Hosuh asked.
"Hosuh?!" The male on the other side of the line sounding concerned.
"S-Stephen? What are you doing up at this time?" Hosuh questioned while walking out of his room.
"Look, i just have a bad f-eeli-ng. Are you okay?" Stephen choked out sounding as if he is or was crying.
"im fi-" Hosuh was cut off.
"Don't lie to me! Please.." Stephen paused.
"i care about you_ A lot. I really need you to know that." Stephen coughed along with a sharp breath.
Hosuh blinked a few times and quickly said thanks. He hung up on stephen. He left his bedroom while stephen paniced. Hosuh sliped on his shoes while grabbing his knife. He pulled out his pre made suicide note. He had done this because he knew when he would do this he would have no time to write a stupid letter to people who never actually cared.
He sped outside making his way to his destination. He kept going keeping his fast pace to get there as soon as he possibly could. As he finally got to the bridge he looked over the edge. This bridge would certainly have him fall to his death if he jumped. He heaved himself up and sat at the edge. Cars zoomed past every now and again reminding him he was alone in this war. He pulled out his knife. He examined it in the dim light as the sun fell on the horizon.
He made a few cuts that were superstitiousal. He wished that this night was the last night. He wished this fight was the last fight he fought.
I opened my door and ran to hosuhs door. I knocked quickly as i trembled. He got no answer so he turned the knob. It opened. Je let himself in. He flipped the switch. The florescent lights shot alive brightening the world around him. He saw a note on hosuhs counter.
Hosuh was done cutting as his arms were filled with the cuts. The blood fell of his arm down the the rushing river.
Stephen ran out of the house. Running to the bridge. Seeing a few lights ahead of him.
Hosuh looked behind himself to see a car parked behind him. He looked back down to the river. He let the knife slip out of his grasp.
Stephen saw hosuh standing on the edge now. One foot off. He sped up.
Hosuh exhaled slowly.

"I love you" stephen smiled at hosuhs blushing face.
"Stephen!" Hosuh whined as his face turned into a cherry.
"Whhaat?" Stephen laughed bringing hosuh close to his chest. He brought hosuhs face up and kissed him. They stayed like that for a short amount of time.

As hosuh came back to reality he let the foot dangling off guide him.
Stephen ran up to the bridge as hosuhs body fell out of sight. He got to the edge.
Hosuh felt light. But he felt something pull him back to reality. His cuts hurt more than ever. When he looked uphe saw the face of the person he loved most.
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