break my heart | e.c

This can only end one way just do it now, I don't wanna wait

Yocelyn 😍
Missed call (5)

Zabdiel 🌚
Missed call (3)

Richard 💜
Missed call (4)

Everything felt different. My body was relaxed despite the nasty hangover with a terrible headache. It took me a few minutes to remember what happened and though my body felt great, I was disappointed. I was all talk because I couldn't stay away from you. I fell for your sweet talk and the way your lips kissed my neck. I let you take my body as you pleased and I don't think I'll forgive myself. How could I? You don't love me, you don't even like me. You're driving me crazy and I know you can see it.

"Hola..." you sheepishly mumbled now fully awake yet your arms never left my hips.

Your green eyes held some emotion that I couldn't decipher, this being the first time I couldn't figure you out. I wanted to slap myself for yearning your body and for wanting to repeat the night before but I contained myself. You're not allowed to see me vulnerable or ashamed. If anything, I'll make you feel those things now.

"Hi," I grinned. "Last night was fun."

You searched my eyes as if this were a trick but your arms soon relaxed once more. "Yeah... Micaela, we have to talk-"

"But," I rushed to sit up and cut you off. "I have to go now. Yocelyn and the boys are worried."

"Wait," you shakily responded as you untangled yourself from the sheets and coming to my side. "Please, we have to talk."

"I don't think we do," I firmly said, staring at you blankly before taking the dress from the floor. "You said everything you had to say that day and I said everything I had to say to you yesterday. Nothing has changed."

"Nothing has changed?" Your voice hardened and an irritated scoff fell past your lips. "We slept together yet that doesn't change anything?"

Gulping, I shook my head and turned away from you to look for my purse. "The fact that we slept together doesn't mean anything. Now can you please drop it?"

"No," you fought back. "I can't drop it."

I felt you step closer, your chest literally pressed up against my back. Your arms wrapped around my whole figure and your mouth was so close to my ear. It was making me go insane. I was melting in your arms and I know you could feel it too. Before I could even stop myself, I let my head fall back onto your chest, giving you access to my neck which you quickly began sucking on. Things were getting heated by the minute as I was giving up on any dignity I had left in my body until it came to me.

Flor.

I practically threw you to the side, feeling disgusted with myself and you. Did I really make you cheat? How could I scoop so low, dammit?

"Que pasó?"

"Que paso?" I mocked with anger. "Flor, Erick! Did you forget about your girlfriend? Oh my gosh, I'm a whore!"

"Que?" You chuckled which only fueled my anger more. "Mica, I broke up Flor last night."

"You- you what?"