My "Love Life" LoL

Deaf Not(ic)e

Notice me notice me

I'm just over here hopelessly

Anxiety blood pumping faster than a race car

When you left on my heart there was no scar

There was little pain

Nothing else ever to gain

I'm just alone in this world and its hard

Its softer than the blade of the knife

But harder than the handle to grasp

Sharper than that shard of glass

But I'm trying to live my life without nothing in my life

I said I'm trying to live without no one in my life

My life was golden my life was a pearl

There was nothing to worry about with you in my world

With you gone

My heart has dawned

Its out of my chest

Its taking a rest

I hope it don't die out of my body

But why am i worried I'm already dead

And I'm ready to be buried

Notice me notice me

I'm just over here hopelessly

Anxiety blood pumping faster than race cars

When you left on my heart there was many scars

There was a lot of pain

And sadly theres nothing to gain

I see you

You see me

If you can tell

I ain't happy

I feel like I'm in hell

I hear this odd bell

Thats ringing in my head

I feel like I'm dead

I lie laying on the ground

My heart and brain are unbound

I'm always down and never up

I need that drink in my cup

So I try to mask these feelings

But as I do so I'm dealing

With the devil on my shoulder

But no angel I lose it as I grow older

I needed you but I messed up

It was all me

I gave too much love and affection

That I think turned to infatuation

Its a sad time these days

As it feels like I'm in a daze

But its not from any haze

I wonder if you notice the way I look at you

Why does everything I do end up turning blue

I can't do this

Accept this as the note

When I'm gone forget about me and you

Ha have fun with that other dude

Just remember this I loved you