Still Not Enough (On-going:>)

Prologue:

Hi! This is my story. I am Aldreah Maris Buenaventura. An incoming grade 9 student from a well-known school, San Sebastian Institute. I have two siblings, Andrea Faye Buenaventura, mas matanda sya sa akin ng dalawang taon, at si Alvin Carlo Buenaventura, he's older than me at sya ang panganay sa aming tatlong magkakapatid. Ang mommy ko ay si Althea Nicole Buenaventura, a finance manager sa company ng kaibigan nya. While my daddy, Ashley Jerome Buenaventura, is a small time businessman. We're neither rich nor poor since parehong may daily income ang parents ko, even my Kuya Alvin has his own job, OJT kuno. By the way, this is my digital diary, digital because it is kept here in my personal phone and no one can read this unless, ako na mismo ang magsabi na may babasa nito. For me, this is a private thing for me, kaya ayoko ng may kumukuha ng phone ko lalo na ang Ate Andrea ko dahil marunong syang maka-identify ng mga password. I don't know how she do that but, I also don't care about it. Tss. Basically, I decided to have a digital diary dahil dito ko lang mailalabas ang mga hinanaing ko sa lahat ng bagay sa paligid ko. It may sound like a bitch acting weird but yeah, many says that I am a weird person plus the nerdy attitude dahil tulad ng ibang nerd sa school ay lagi akong nakatuon sa libro ko, educational man or kung ano anong mga libro lang. Actually, I am not a nerd but they count me as one dahil sa mga kinikilos ko minus the thick glasses at mga nerdy stuffs. I also don't interact with other people but I participate in some school activities lalo na kung ang mga activities ay yung mga bagay na gusto ko rin, tulad ng song writing contest, essay writing, poem writing at mga quiz bee like quiz bee about sa music. Mga ganung bagay ang kinahihiligan ko, actually, our school do prefer those things dahil ang San Sebastian Institute ay focused sa mga bagay tungkol sa arts and music dahil rin sa history ng school. I love Music and I can say that I am an artistic person but others don't know that, dahil parang hindi ako nag eexist sa paningin nila, they just notice my wrong doing at kapag nananalo ako at naiaangat ko ang name ng section namin. Like, my victory is their victory. The heck, they don't even help me kapag may kailangan ako, kung need ko ng topic at naglakas loob akong magtanong, hindi nila ako papansinin because I don't exist here. Ni magcheer nga ay hindi nila magawa, and I know the reason why, once again, I DON'T EXIST IN THEIR EYES. The bullies here have their own thoughts about me, and I don't care. They are all devils in my eyes. They even hurt me kapag hindi ko pinapansin ang mga sinasabi nila,like their telling me na may lakas na daw ako ng loob na lumaban sa kanila and the likes. Tapos sasampalin o sasabunutan or sasaktan or sisipain nila ako ng walang dahilan. See? They are devils acting to be an angel kapag kaharap na ang mga flings at kalandian nila. Wtf. Just that. Damn. This is my story and I want all of you to know this. I am girl with talents but I don't have friends and I have problems that I always treasure. Weird.