Still Not Enough (On-going:>)

Entry No. 3: First Week

The time passed by so fast at Friday na agad ngayon. Maaga ako nagising ngayong umaga at maaga rin akong nakapaghanda para sa pagpasok sa school. My first week here in my room in the dormitory is just fine. Wala akong roommate and I know exactly the main reason. I have my bratty attittude at kapag wala ako sa mood ay nang aaway ako ng ibang tao. Like duh. I'm weird at times, remember?? I mean, hindi ako physically kung makipag away but I do love throwing glares to other people kaya iniisip nilang masama ang ugali ko. Well, yeah, a bit. Lalo na kapag hindi ako nakakapagpigil. I decided to enter my room late para hindi ako mapagtripan ng mga bully sa room, dahil sa tuwing maaga ako papasok ay sinasaktan nila ako, pinapahirapan lalo na at wala pa ang mga teachers ng ganung oras. I hate those devils. Darn. I entered our classroom na kasunod lang ang English teacher namin. I never came late in school dahil katakot takot na detention ang aabutin ko since wala pang isang tatlong linggo ng magsimula ang klase. Well, my classmates made it to the detention dahil its their first week pero puro cutting na sila. The heck. Tapos ang lalakas pa ng loob mang asar. I hate them, period. Many things were discussed to us, and today is our election preparation day. Next week will be a busy week for everyone especially for those who passed their candidacy, there are three of my classmate na nominated sa iba't ibang positions. Angelie Bartolome, running for the position of Auditor. She's smart yet so pretty, hindi man sya sobrang famous, alam nyang madadaan nya ang campaign sa mga words of wisdom na magagamit nya sa kampanya. Anton Valeria, he is nominated as the PIO of the Student Council at isa itong transferee. I like his confidence dahil kahit na hindi sya kilala dito sa school ay confident parin syang tumakbo para sa posisyong iyon. And for the last candidate in our room, Ayesha Camille Mendez, a cute girl na kaklase ko noon. She loves leadership that's why she always join leadership training at kaya rin siguro sumali sya sa Student Council. I like her because she's our president recently and bullying is not tolerable to her. She's running for the position of Vice President. The three of them passed their candidacy yesterday and they are now preparing for their stuffs like flyers which includes their names and the reason why would the students should vote them and the likes. Our teachers our busy in their meetings for their upcoming school activities. And we have the whole morning to do what we want. After our teacher left, I rushed to the library. While on my way towards the library, may mga nakasabay akong mga kaklase ko, mostly are girls, at may pinag uusapan sila. And I don't care. Some rushed to the canteen and some rushed to the gymnasium wherein pwede silang maglaro ng kung ano ano. I don't know kung ako lang ba sa mga kaklase ko ang pupunta sa library pero mas okay na yun..

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After 5 minutes, I reached the library after kong dumaan sa locker ko para iwan ang mga libro ko. Nang makarating ako sa library ay humanap na muna ako ng libro at humanap na ng lugar kung saan ako magbabasa. I checked the time and I have almost 3 hours to read here in the library.

I finished half of the book when I hear some noise inside. Nainis ako kasi kanina pa sila ganun. Like the hell, this is a library at bawal ang maingay dito. I was about to continue what I am reading nang bigla akong nakarinig ako ng mga iritan. Oh! Now I know kung bakit may lakas ng loob silang mag ingay ay dahil umalis ang librarian at kasama ito sa meeting. Argh. Hindi man lang ba sila kumuha ng pwedeng magbantay kahit pansamantala lang. Nakakainis ang ingay ng mga ito. At ang mga maiingay na ito ay ang mga babaeng nakasabay ko kanina, that's why we're on the same way kanina bago ako tumungo sa locker. And who are those guys? Are those their flings? The heck.

Almost one hour ang nasayang sa oras ko para makapagbasa dahil sa ingay ng mga mahaharot na ito. Nakakainis. I was able to finish two books in just two hours. Ganun ba ako kabagal magbasa? No! I'm not!. Its just that hindi ako makapagfocus sa pagbabasa. Medyo nanahimik sila kaya tinuloy ko ng mabilis ang pag babasa. May nakilala ako sa mga lalaki doon eh. He is very familiar but I can't remember kung saan ko sya nakikita. And then something comes up in my mind....

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He's my classmate last year. Well yeah, I can't even remember the thought that we're classmates 'cause I am a self-centered person at hindi ako interested kung sino sino ang mga kaklase ko. Hindi ko na sya kaklase ngayon at nasa kabilang section sya kaya sigurong hindi ko na talaga ito nakilala ng lubusan. But he's different from the other guys who is with him. Wala syang kalandiang babae, hindi rin maingay at sya na mismo ang lumalayo at nagsasaway sa mga tropa nya. He's different? Even his aura is different too.

I ended reading four books in three hours, I really can't move on sa ingay nila kanila. Edi sana, nasa anim na libro ang natapos ko. This is a stressful day and this is the end of my first week here in SBI. Its so tiring...