"So, how did it go?" Ed asked through the phone.
I was in the car, going to the hotel. I was just so tired of everything. Of course I loved winning awards and thanking the fans but this night was different. I was pretty much just faking smiles when I wasn't on stage. And I felt like a horrible person for it.
"It went well. But you already know that" I said in a playful tone.
Ed laughed nervously.
"I may have watched some parts..." He said.
"Some parts..." I repeated smiling.
"Okay... The whole show" I laughed. "Congratulations on your four awards."
"Thank you" I said. An awkward silence ensued. I felt he had something else to ask me but I decided to leave that thought aside. I had something more important to ask him. "Ed..."
"What?" He mumbled.
"Why did you think I had something against your relationship? I mean... Claire is my friend. I basically put you two together. Why is that?" I asked, a bit unsure.
"I d-didn't think that" He stammered.
"Ed."
Some seconds passed slowly, and he seemed nervous.
"Okay..." he sighed, and then continued:
"I think is better if I spit it out anyway."
"I agree."
"Look, I hate lying to you. I feel like i'm committing a crime or something."
I laughed nervously.
"Ed. Say it."
He laughed, then sighed. "Okay"
A few seconds passed before he spoke again:
"Claire thinks that, not me."
My eyes widened.
"W-what?"
"She told me she thinks you're in love with me" He said, slowly.
"Why would she say something like that?" I said in a defensive tone.
"She said that you're looking at me in a different way lately" He sighed again. "Look, Taylor... She's wrong, right? Let's forget this. Claire's talking a lot of nonsense lately."
I didn't reply. I was unable to form words. If I answered yes, I would be lying.
And I had lied too much for one night.
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So in love (Sweeran)
RomanceTaylor finds herself in love with Ed after the Red tour. When he brokes up with his girlfriend Claire, Taylor travels to his house in Suffolk, planing on telling him how she feels. But does she really has the courage to do it?