Monty,
It's been a while since I've written another letter. Another letter I won't send. I'm not sure as to what the point of all of this is . . . maybe it's to fill some sort of void that has been created by your lack of affection . . . I hate profiling myself.
I'm sorry that I'm always acting so strangely around you -- I can't help it. I don't know how I feel or what to feel around you. This feeling, it's growing stronger, and at this point, I don't know what I can do to stop it.
Should I stop it?
I'm starting to feel like I deserve this . . . all of this pain. I have tried so many times to move on, but nothing is working, Monty.
Maybe the world is just giving me some harsh karma for living, for existing. Do you believe in karma? You always told me that my father died and that he had it coming to him, but you never really elaborated.
Am I going to have the same fate as my father, Monty? Am I going insane?
Should I be going insane?
I don't know what to do, Monty. I had no idea . . . when these feelings started to grow, I had no idea how bittersweet this would be.
I'm sorry.
-Waylon
(Image credit: MissNeens, Deviant Art)
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A Subtle Confession (Mr. Burns x Smithers)
Fanfiction~COMPLETED~ When Mr. Burns finds a series of love letters from Mr. Smithers, Burns is forced into thoughts he never thought he'd have, and is met with the decision of confronting Smithers or keeping his assistant's secret to himself. WARNING: This s...
