If you care

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Andys POV

   It was another day in the flat sulking. Jack and I have depression so yeah that makes it WAY better. Anyways i'm Andy Fowler, and i'm gay and so is Jack. The worst part about being gay in a boyband is when you like one of the boyband members!

       I like rye and Jack likes Brooklyn. We became depressed when we found out they were dating people from the band 'Why dont we'(no hate against them just people!)

      How bad is our depression? Well bad enough that we cut every night and the only person who knows me and jack cut is Mikey. He promised not to tell Rye and Brook. But we still see a therapist. Now lets stop with this intro and get on with this story!

Jack Pov.

   Andy and I haven't been eating because we think were fat and Mikey says were not but we know he just says that to make us stop. 

    Brooklyn and rye are slowy picking up on it. "Jack!" Andy yells from the bathroom. "Yeah, Oh! right" I grab my razer and slit a cut in my arm just below me wrist. "Tomorrow?" He asks. "Yeah tomorrow and we look at our wrist. We clean up and come out to see guilty mikey and Brook and rye look like they have heard someone has depression and is cutting. Wait...

Mikeys POV. A couple minutes before Andy and jack stop cutting

    "Ryan Beaumont and Brooklyn Wyatt!" I yell with tears in my eyes. I just heard Andy say they were killing themselves tomorrow. "What Mikey!?" Rye runs to me. He knows somethings up when I use his full name. Not long after Brook rushes down. "You might wanna sit for this" I say and when they sit I continue,"Andy and Jack have had depression for 2 years and are killing themselves tomorrow." I have guilt in my voice for telling them but  I know it was the right thing to do.

     "What!?" They say in union. "Mierda!" Rye cusses in spanish. After a while Brooklyn stops crying and Rye stops swearing. Andy and Jack walk out not expecting to see Brook and rye home since they were supposed to go to the 'Why dont We' house. They had their sleves up with there 221 cuts and Im hoping there wont 222 tomorrow. 

 Andy POV

     "I-i um.." Is all Jack says but finally I speak up. "Yeah! We cut! So what It dosent matter no body cares about me!" And Jack says, " Yeah! Theres this thing I like to hear... "Go away!" Is just another test to see if you stay because if you stay you care. All the 127 times I said go away none of you stayed and Andy doesnt count because I didnt push him away only you three." He says points towards Rye, Brook and Mikey. "Now go to your boyfriends house before your too late." I say. They sigh and turn to the back door even Mikey. 

    So instead of waiting for tomorrow we go to the bathroom and slit our wrist Im the first to fall not long after so does Jack. A minute later im embraced with arms. Ryes arms. Jack is embraced by Brooklyn.

    Rye POV

      We broke up with them we never loved them. Brook loved jack and I loved Andy. 

We got back to the house to a thumble from the upstairs bathroom. What we see is Andy and Jack laying on the floor in blood I get Andy and hold a wet cloth to his wrist so does Brooklyn to Jack. They wake up the next day we couldnt bring them to the hospital Blair would freak. Instead when they wake me and Brook run over to our loves and kiss them, no not on the cheek but on the lips. They were surprised but Andy said, " If you care, then tell me." 

           "I care with all my life and will stay no matter what you say." I respond, " Andrew Robert Fowler I love you." Brooklyn says "And Jack Duff I love you" both respond saying, " I love you too." 

            Is this good I HOPE IT IS!


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