Hate

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This is what I think about myself mostly everyday. I or my mind, takes words from others and make something new. You may say oh I like the way you drew that picture. In my mind I think 'I hate that drawing it's horrible.' I hate myself and wish this didn't happen anymore. PLEASE READ THE A/N
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Jack POV
I hate you! Your the worst! Why are you even apart of the band? Roadtrip would do better without you!
All of this is reasons I won't go on Social media's. What does it matter if the Roadies want new content? Some of them need to get their shit together!
Andy POV
Fuck you! Your gross! Your fat, ugly and can't even sing! Ugly ass bitch! Go die! The world made a mistake bringing you here!
That's only on the weekends. But trust me, more on every other day. Life sucks, why couldn't I get a good one?
Third POV
Andrew and Jack sat down to discuss matters of the hate. "Why does it have to be on us?" Andy asks. "Cause life is shitty! You don't get what you want and I understand that but why do people who hate us, hate us?" Jack explains.
"J-Jack?" Andy whispers. Jack looks to the blue eyed boy. "Do you think I e-eat to much? Do you think I-I'm fat?" The blonde stuttered.
Jack sighs taking him into a hug. "Fat is something your born with. Even "skinny" people. Some can't help the way they look. They may work out and not lose weight, it's just the life you have. Some may say the only place where no fat is, is their wrists. The real question is fovvs, were any babies born super skinny? No. What were born with is baby fat. We grow out of it. And even if your body takes a while to grow, it won't make a difference." Jack says.
Andy looks up to his best friend. He smiles.
The blonde walks to his bed and drifts off to a nice needed sleep.
The brunette decides to go talk to the boys.
"Hey guys."
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Hey guys I know life can be hard. Think of yours and think of others...
Is it really as bad as you think?
Some never get food for days and when they do it's never enough.
Life can't always be served to you. If you struggle like me find a friend or family or trusted adult.
My parents don't know and won't need to.
Your parents will know cause I want you to find help not wait around for it.
Remember I care.
-Mia;
PLEASE KEEP READING!!!
The annual age-adjusted suicide rate is 13.42 per 100,000 individuals. Men die by suicide 3.53x more often than women. On average, there are 123 suicides per day
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Oh my gosh I sound just like a commercial online!
My friends asked me all this at school:
(•=Me)
Are you getting better?
•Hell yeah!•
Did you get help?
•No.•
Did you cut again?
•Maybe...•
When will you stop?
When the time comes I will find that answer but for now •I'm tired as hell.•
Okay that's question.. are you straight?
•Uh.... ummmm •
*bell saving my ass*
•Gotta go! Bi! •
•In my mind 'SHIT I JUST TOLD THEM!'•
-later-
•So you guys found out?•
About??
•That I'm bi•
Wait really!?
Cause all of us are as well..
•well then peoples, let's go we're late for the damn bus•

I rest my case!

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