Something to wash away my memories

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3rd POV. 

      Today it was calling for a thunderstorm and a chance of a flood. Andy HATES storms, and now since this is gonna be for a week of storms man is this gonna be harder to keep from the boys.

      Andy POV

When I woke up it wasnt the sound of my usual alarm it was the sound of a flood warning you get on your phones when something might happen to be prepared. It also says its gonna last.... A WEEK!?! How the hell am I gonna keep my secret a secret if my worst fear(s) are being lonely and storms!

     Oh your probably thinking 'why not go to the boys?' OH BECAUSE THEY DONT KNOW MY FEARS AND I WANT IT TO STAY THAT WAY! Anways sorry back to present! 

         I hear thunder as loud as a lion roaring. I whimper and soon hear someone running to my room. I duck under my covers. "fovvs, you good?" I hear someone ask. I just pretend to be asleep and soon I hear foots steps again but they fade away. I hear someone else whimper and rye goes over and cuddles them.

       I wish I would stop pretending and be myself. All the boys are in one room at one point and im here facing my worst fear by myself holding in whimpers. I go to the bathroom grab my razer and cut my arm. After a few cuts I feel me again no longer wanting to whimper. 

      I go to sleep in peace for once, well besides the fact that my arm hurts. 

        I wake up and do the same thing as last night. I clean up the blood dripping and go to the kitchen. When I get there I see everyone comforting Jack. I scoff and get my tea. They look at me with disappointed faces. "What?" I scoff. "Whats your problem mate? Your basically making fun of him for being afraid of the storms!" Rye yells. I guess I can add Rye being mad at me to my worst fears list. I put down my tea grab my phone and run upstairs so I dont look weak infront of them. 

        Me locking myself in my room is even worse. Being lonely hearing every single drop of water of the roof and knowing that rye is mad at me. 

      I go to the bathroom and get my razer and as soon as I try to cut my arm Jack stops me. "Andy! No! Boys UPSTAIRS NOW!" he yells. They all run to him asking if he was okay. I shove him out of the bathroom close the door and lock it. I can hear Jack explaining everything and when he was done all I could hear was banging and yells. "Andrew Robert Fowler!! PLEASE OPEN THIS DOOR! PLEASE FOVVS!" I hear Rye scream. 

     I cut down deep in my arm and cut Ryes name into the clean arm so no one will expect anything there. I open the door and instead of being yelled at Im being carried to my room by Rye with my legs around his waist. 

    He put me down and kisses me slowy. He take off his shirt and he wants to take off mine but I shake my head no. He does it anyway and gasps. He probably sees the cuts and how fat i am. 

"I know im fat you dont have to say it." I say. He looks at me and says, "Fat!?! I can see your ribs Andy! Why!?" I look at him and he says "nevermind." I look at him and smile. However this was just a dream, but thats just what he thought

   A day later the basement floods making me worried. They still have no idea I hate storms. Thunder strikes and its so loud that I cant hear my music that I turned all the waay up.

     I whimper and duck behind my curtain and stare out the window. The water is rising. I whimper louder then before but no one comes because there at a store.

      I go to the bathroom and cut in my arm the word lonely. And when I get out I nearmore whimpers, its the boys! 

Rye POV

We havent heard from Andy yet and we have tried to call him 29 times each! Im starting to get worried. When we get home water is on the kitchen floor and the basement floor is filled with water!

     We run to Andys room but he's not there. So we run to my room and Mikey and Jack whimper.

       As soon as that happens Andy rushes in. "Andy! You okay!?" Brook asks. He looks at his arms and back at us and nods. I know he's lying eso I follow him to his room telling the others to stay.

         I grab Andys left arm and he whimpers. I stare at him and lift up his sleeves. when I do I see cuts and words.  My n-name... L-lonely?.....Storms. "All of worst fears. Being lonely, storms and lastly You, you being mad at me." He says. 

So that night when I kissed Andy was true! Grab Andy and pull him in for a kiss. I pull away to see what he was gonna do. And he kisses back. After a LONG make out we go tot he boys. There all sleeping but I feel water on my feet... Andy looks out the window and then fall backwards. I catch him but he is shaking. "Baby, Do you hear me whatever it is its going to be ok!" I whisper to him.

     But im just as scared becuase i know that there is a flood. Soon rushing water comes in and luckly the boys are awake. We go to the roof seeing its no longer pooring. A helicopter comes by thankfully.

    "We can only take 4 of you." The man says. Some how I get on the plane with Mikey, jack and brook... WAIT WHERES ANDY!? I look out the window and see him waving. I start to sob and so does jack. 

     A year later wince the day of the flood we dont know where Andy is but all we hope is that he's safe. We were walking down the street when I see Harvey! But theres someone else with him. "Harvey!" Mikey yells. He looks at us with even more happieness. "Guys, this is your old friend, Andy fowler." He tells us. "No it cant be him! What did we call you? What did you call me? Where were you!?" I ask. "First, you called me fovvs, second,  I called you rye pie, and third I was on the roof and a wave wws coming so I washed up in mexico! I traveled around the world after finally convinceing Harvey im Andy over the phone I knew it would be harder conviceing you guys." He said those words and that made mepick him up and kiss him. "Andrew Robert Fowler I wish you weren't gone for so long." I say. "I guess I needed something to wash away my bad memories." I put him down and he screams,"Mierda!" I look at him with a surprised face he just sweared in Spanish! They all laugh at me and then I ask Andy, "Where'd you learn that from?" He looks atme and says, "Your parents." "What!? You spoke to my parents when!?" i ask. "Before you came." He says. "Still doesnt explain how you know what it means!" I yell. We all laugh. I guess Everythings okay now! But wait Andy only had one bad memory why did he say memories? Is there something going on I dont know? Or something that has happend!?

Words: 1290!! Happy-day!

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