Fire meet gasoline (Skeet Ulrich)

10.

Hello sunshines! Massive thanks to all of you who supported me on last chapter, I'm absolutely amazed by it. It means a lot to me and it's good to be back in writing after almost four years and with support like this. I appreciate it very much. ❤️❤️❤️

Another long chapter for you, enjoy! Xxx

P.S. : I wanted to add Gif at the end of this chapter, but it isn't working somehow, I'm sorry. I'll try to do something about it. 

I threaded the shirt through my head and threw away the bra. KJ stopped kissing my stomach and looked at me. 

"Vics, we don't have to, if you don't want," he said carefully, but I saw the lust in his eyes. 

"Oh, KJ, just fuck me" I sighed bothered and he chuckled. 

"Whatever you want from me, my lady," his voice got deeper as his tongue licked my nipple. I shivered and he licked with the tip of his tongue all the way from my nipples to my mouth. KJ is a good kisser, I got more horny and unbuckled his pants.

"God, I want you so bad," he growled as he ripped my panties and slid his penis into me. I moaned and closed my eyes in ecstasy. Firstly, he was slowly pounding in me and kissing all over my upper body, but then he got harder and as I moaned, he put hand over my mouth. 

"Pshhh, you don't wanna be heard by those two," he grinned and I dug my nails in his back as I felt so close to orgasm. 

"Faster, please," I bit his earlobe and he did as I said. We both reached orgasm, but he stayed over me, kissing my lips very gently. 

"You can't imagine how long I've wanted this," he said with the broadest smile I've ever seen. 

"What? To fuck me or to kiss me?" I smiled wearily. 

"Kiss you. This was just bonus. Very pleasant bonus."

We were both quiet, laying next to each other, quite sweaty, but happy. Then he got up a little to see my face.

"So ... what are we now? I'm not going to push you somewhere you don't want to be. I'm not gonna demand we're in relationship. But this was so amazing ... I don't wanna lose these moments with you, Vics." 

I caressed his cheeks. This boy right in front of me was so pure, kind hearted and so nice and honest with me from the very beginning. I knew I couldn't give him what he wanted ... but selfishly, I wanted to have something that was utterly mine. But I needed to tell him, I didn't want any damage later. 

"KJ," I sighed, "I love you. Much. But it's not the way you love me. You mean so much to me, sweetheart and I never want to lose you. And I think these could be just our secret moments. Maybe just sex, maybe only cuddling, maybe only talking, maybe all three things at once. And I'm not gonna usurp you just for me. If you find someone special, I'll gladly step out of the way. You deserve the love you reflect. And much more," I leaned to him and kissed him. 

"I'm so happy to have someone like you in my life, Vics. And I love how completely honest you are with me. I love this idea. Just you and me, our secret little world," his hand was travelling up and down my body. 

"You're the Justin to my Mila," I was talking about Friends with Benefits movie and he laughed. 

"They ended up together, you know," he raised eyebrows and grinned. 

"You deserve someone much better than me. But ...," I pushed him on a bed and sat on his stomach, "for now, we're good, hm?" I bit his collarbone and started to suck on it. I wanted to mark him. He growled and started fingering me. And we fucked once again.