I knew I shouldn't do it. There were million reasons not to, but one was above them. The strongest one. Love. I was looking at him and my heartbeat got slower. I was in total peace, standing there and looking at the most special person, this beautif...
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"I don't wanna sound ... bad? But we'd known, Vics. We'd known it from the beginning," Lili sighed.
"Who do you mean by 'we'?" I asked with frustration.
"Me, Cole ... Cami, Maddie, Charles ... You really didn't notice? Have you seen Lauren?"
"Of course I've seen her ... What is your point?" I scratched my hand nervously.
"She looks like you, Vics. Long brown hair, full lips, tanned, nose ... I think KJ hasn't moved on, he just replaced you in a way, cause he couldn't have you," she said quietly.
"And what am I supposed to do right now, Lils? I love him, I care about him. I don't wanna lose him, but at the same time I can't be around him, when he's not over me. I'm such a terrible person, I don't want him to be sad or ...," I broke down in tears.
"No! Stop that, I didn't mean it like that," Lili said with worries, "it's not your fault. He fell in love unluckily, but you told him in the beginning how it's gonna be."
"Yes, but we fooled around and it was my fault we did and maybe because of that he thinks that ... Oh fuck, Lili, what should I do?" I looked at her.
"I think he's leaving Vancouver in two or three days," she said and I nodded, I remembered he mentioned it, "you two should meet. And talk. Just the two of you with no one else around. And then, maybe it would be good to take a little hiatus from your friendship, for couple of weeks at least, until he'll calm down his feelings for you."
I sighed heavily. The situation was breaking my heart.
"You're right," I peeped after a while and wiped away tears.
"Oh, babe, I wish I could be next to you and hug you. I miss you so much, we all do. It's so empty without you here," she smiled sadly.
"I hope we'll meet when you'll come here, I miss you too. And the whole stuff. And ..."
We talked for three hours that evening. After we hung up, I immediately texted KJ.
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I sat on the couch. Skeet was supposed to come on Saturday evening and my dinner with KJ will be in Thursday, so those are two days to make it up. I crossed my fingers for me.
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"Are you sure you can't come?" Liam asked with sad eyes.
"I can't tonight, but I'll go with you tomorrow, if you want," I smiled at the beautiful man in front of me. Liam was my new colleague and he was so breathtaking, he looked a lot like Toni Mahfud. And his boyfriend was even more beautiful. They were both very friendly and funny and immediately took care of me and I felt like I've know them since forever. I loved to be around them, they reminded me a little bit of Skeet in a way that they made me feel very comfortable around then. Amanda, Liam and Perry - his sexy ass doctor boyfriend and me became very close and that meant a lot to me. I always got so shy and insecure around new people, and as Liam said, he felt it and he wanted to help the little chicken feel good. I was the little chicken and I really liked the new nickname he called me.
