Your name is Y/N, you watch the vlog squad every day and they are the sole reason you became a vlogger. Zane, a really funny guy in the vlog squad, is your best friend. Although you live apart, him in LA and you in H/T (home town) he still facetimes...
What should I say? How can I say anything? I feel like shit, like I've abandoned everyone. I'm sorry. I even started a new book to try and get back into things and I quickly found out that it was too much. Writing is not for me but I'm glad a lot of people enjoyed it while it lasted. I did not expect this to have 19k reads and it makes me feel more like shit because it's like I just pulled a "hey kid I'm going to get milk be back in 15 years"
It hurts me it really does, how sick I feel that I just forgot about people who supported me who helped me through rough times and understood my struggles. You don't have to accept this apology. I honestly don't feel like I should be forgiven.
I feel, like I've done everything wrong I could have done for this book and the people read it.
I got a message saying that they wanted to help me finish this book. And maybe I could try but I doubt it. If I ever do add to this book, this book I loved writing so much but it fell from me so quickly, it would probably not be very long.
I guess I could do some things before I "leave."
My name? It's Karly, yes with a K.
My face? I never showed it I don't think. Or maybe I had it as a pfp at some point. I guess I'll put my most recent photo here.
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It's the least I could do to tell you more about me.
If anyone needs to talk, I'm glad to listen. Because you all have listened to me it's time for me to listen to you.
I love you all dearly.
You've helped me so much, made me so proud of my work.
