TRY HARD

Chapter 25

We made all our posts about the first day in Bali.
"Today was so fun" I say getting into bed with Luke.
"Just wait until tomorrow when we go scuba diving"
"I never thought my life would be like this"
"What was it like before we got together again?"
"It was hell, I had to stop myself from drinking myself to death. I cut myself a lot. I wanted to smoke weed and drink everyday. I lost my dad. I got into a car accident. Uhmmm I had Shay." That's about all I did.
"Well I just drank so yours is a little better then mine since you had Shaylin."
"Did you even want kids?" I ask.
"Of course, maybe not when we did but I do want kids. I want more then just Shay"
"I didn't want kids...until I had one. Now I can't imagine myself being anything else but a mom"
"A hot mommy model" I sigh.
"Ya then there's the model thing"
"Not happy with it?" He asks.
"It's not that I don't love it, I do, I just hate the company I'm with."
"Whats wrong with it?"
"It's just, the people, they treat you like your nothing but a pretty face"
"Well you're way more then that" he kisses my forehead and we fall asleep for the night.

"Mama mama mamama"
"hey baby, you're up so early." I pick her up.
"Are you ready to go swimming again today? And we gonna go on a hike tomorrow!" She giggles and waves her arms around.
"And how are my two favourite people?" Luke asks coming over to her crib.
"Someone is hungry. And it's not Shay." I say.
"I'll take her, you can get ready and then we will go get breakfast" he says grabbing Shay.
"Where were you when I hadn't showered in two weeks?" I pick up my phone and quickly before grabbing my clothes.
"Hey uh Luke?" I ask going over to my drawers.
"Sup?"
"Does Calum like anybody?" I pull on my bikini bottoms.
"Hmmmm not that I know of"
"Ok"
"Why?" I throw on a dress over top and walk over to the mirror.
"What he posted is very....flirty" I say.

I show him the photo after putting my hair up.
"It does seem like he likes her"
"Ya, he should go for it to." I say.
"Really?" He asks.
"Ya, she needs a boyfriend and Calum is good one" he thinks for a moment.
"She's been scared to date since Blaze. She's never known anyone else. She traumatized by him. She needs someone to show her the good in the world." I explain.
"I have my good. I have you. I have Shay. They both deserve their good" he says. I smile.
"Now let's go down to breakfast!" I say grabbing Shay.
"I texted the boys they should be there soon." I nod. We head downstairs and look into the breakfast room, I see Calum and Harlow sitting while talking. I step back to keep myself hidden and stop Luke from going in. I can't hear what they're saying although I can hear laughing, I can see them smiling too. I smirk at Luke.
"bananananananana" I smile at Shay and walk into the room.
"Morning guys" I say waiting for Luke to grab a high chair.
"Hey, how did you sleep?" Calum asks.
"It was good actually. How did you guys sleep?"
"It was good, I wanna get more food so you wanna come with?" Harlow asks me. I nod and walk across the room with her.
"I have a problem" Har sighs.
"I woke up around 7, and I was naked." I furrow my brows.
"next to Calum." My mouth drops.
"I snuck out before he woke up but I don't know if he remembers. We went down to the bar last night. And I don't remember anything past 11"
"Do you want me to talk to him? Ask what he did last night?" She nods as we sit back down. Michael and Crystal are now here too.

We all went back to our rooms.
"I'll be right back Luke" I leave and walk down the hall to Cals room.
"Hey Cal."
"What's up?" He asks. I sit on his bed.
"How was your night?" I ask.
"Well, I went to the bar with Harlow and I- uh-" He stutters and looks down.
"You guys fucked didn't you?" He nods.
"I don't think she remembers.."
"Hey Calum I kind of remembered something from last night and I kind of enjoyed it a lot but- oh." She sees me.
"So you remember now" she nods.
"I'll leave you to it" I walk back to my room.
"So ya know how I said I want them to date?" Luke nods.
"Well they fucked" he raises his eyebrows. I tell him what happened as we get ready to go out on the boat.
"It's gonna be a fun day again isn't it?" Luke says in a baby tone. She giggles.