TRY HARD

Chapter 26

Luke went back to the hotel room with everyone else. Harlow and I stayed on the beach.
"So how did talking with Calum go?" I ask.
"He says he likes me a lot...he really enjoyed it...he's also great in bed. I practically screamed the whole time"
"Ok ew, and do you like him?"
"Yes of course I like him. He's like perfect. He's the opposite of Blaze. But then there's Blaze..."
"Babe you can't let him hold you back anymore"
"I know I know it's just....that's all I've ever known. I do dirty talk, fucking you senseless, smoking and drinking together so you don't remember the so called date. That's the only thing I know how to do. I'm not gonna be good. It's like I'm a relationship virgin and I don't wanna put Cal through that" I laugh a little.
"Don't laugh at me you little bitch" she says and pushes me over.
"Ok well for starters don't call yourself a virgin, we all know your not. And secondly, If Cal really really likes you he'll go to the earths ends for you. You should let him" she sighs.
"I want to I really do. But I'm scared."
"Do you want me to call Calum to come fuck you senseless so you're not so scared"
"Shut up bitch or I'll switch rooms with Mike and Crystal so you can hear me scream."
"It's not like I haven't heard it before" I stand and grab our stuff to head back to the hotel.
"See ya soon" Harlow says and walks towards her room I open the door to see Calum Luke and Crystal sitting on the bed.
"What's up guys?" I ask putting down the bags. I walk over to Luke to see he has a purple toned lipstick on his lips. Definitely not one I would wear. I stop.
"Babe?" I turn to look at Crystal. Her purple lipstick is smudged.
"Might wanna fix your lipstick before we go to dinner. And next time try not to get it on my boyfriend. Well he's now my ex boyfriend." I grab my phone.
"No no no Delia" Luke gets worried.
"Delia it's not like that I promise" Crystal pleads. I walk out the door and run down the stairs. The tears don't stop. I sit in the corner of the hallway. I'm hyperventilating and I can't breathe. This can't be happening again. I was finally ok. I didn't want to drink or cut now I just wanna be dead.
"Delia?!" I look up to see Michael running towards me.
"What's wrong?! Just breathe. You're okay"
"Might wanna ask your girlfriend" I say still crying.
"Wait the kiss?! No no no Delia" I look at him confused.
"Look I was there. We were playing truth or dare and Luke responded with dare so I said kiss Crystal"
"I'm a horrible person. I didn't even give him the chance to explain"
"It's ok, he'll be happy you came back, let's go back ok?" I stand with him and walk back to the room. I just hug him.
"I'm sorry"
"It's ok baby. I know how it must have looked." He keeps his arms wrapped around me.
"I'm sorry to you as well Crystal, but can we maybe push dinner back so Luke and I can chill for an hour?"
"Yes of course, we'll take Shay as well" I nod and close the door as they all leave.
"Are you ok?" I ask Luke.
"Yes yes I'm fine, are you?"
"Yes I am, I should have let you explain"
"It's ok, I would have done the same thing, let's just be together until dinner ok?"
"Yes let me just change ok?" I come out of the washroom wearing a black lingerie set.
"Oh damn baby"
"I hope I can make it up to you baby"
"Oh yes" he grabs onto my waist and pulls me closer. He attacks my lips and pushed his way into my mouth.