You left me so I will leave you.

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I ran, I ran and I ran. As fast as my legs could carry me. I couldn't turn back now, the day that I decided to give it up. He just carries himself like he was here the whole time?

I should be stoked to see him back, but there's something telling me that going back isn't going to fix anything. I finally was far enough from the boys and reached a park. I sat on the grass and lay back, looking up at the clouds moving so slowly.

I closed my eyes and laid there for about 5 minutes until the sun was blocked. I opened my eyes to see Harry, standing over me. I quickly shot up.

"What, Harry?"

"Why are you running?"

"Why am I running, I can't believe you actually asked me that. You know how long it's been since I've talked to you, or seen you? You know how long I resisted the urge of calling you, I had to delete your number and move from our apartment Harry. You didn't bother talking to me, you left me."

"Jess, I didn't mean to leave you, we can work this out. Trust me."

I breathed in a little, trying not to yell, because right now that's what he deserved.

"Harry. You did something to me that I will never forget. Something that you shouldn't have done. You broke your promise Harry. It's been two freaking years since we have even talked, and each and every one of those days, I thought of you. But you didn't have the heart to care about me enough to call me, or tell me that you missed me. It hurt."

"You don't think that I thought of you?"

"Tell that to "'oh, yeah, she's just another fan. Nothing more.'"

He looked down at the ground, not wanting to stare into my eyes.

"All the memories we shared, you took that all away from me. I was dying without you Harry. I was doing things I swore I would never do."

My voice was calmer now, I was less stressed. I was never 'angry' or 'mad' at Harry; I was just upset that he forgot all about our friendship, and how much I loved him.

"Wait-What did you do?"

"Nothing, it's over now. All I know is that you should go see Gabby, you're lucky she was too young to realise that you actually left us. Because she still thinks of you as a brother. And she still loves you."

Harry half-smiled, him and Gabby had a strong relationship, they loved each other and they would go anywhere and everywhere with each other. It got to the point where he would ask to babysit her because he wanted to spend time with her.

But what broke my heart was that he left the day before her 2nd birthday, she called for him her whole birthday. I had to lie to her and tell her that he was on holiday, a long holiday.

"She-she remembers me?" Harry stuttered, I sighed with a little giggle.

"Everyone remembers you, even the pastry chef down the road. You are unforgettable."

I honestly hated myself right now; I couldn't possibly stay mad at him. Especially with the puppy dog eyes that he used to get anything out of me.

"Oh, sorry Harry, I have to go. I still need to get groceries."

I said while starting to walk off when I felt a tug on my wrist.

"Can I comeeee? Pleeeeaaasssseeee?" Harry pleaded with puppy dog eyes, damn those puppy dog eyes.

"Fine, but you have to stay quiet. I don't want to be killed by all of your future-girlfriends." I joked, meaning his fans. He stuck his tongue out at me and we walked towards the grocery store, catching up on what we had missed in each other's lives over the past 2 years.

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