my first and last // chensung✓

thirty three | sleepovers for the weak

❝ i'll swear upon the rest of my life. ❞

park jisung | monday, november 19.
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DATE NUMBER TWO.

jisung doesn't know how they were still so wide awake, at nearly four in the morning.

he'd assume it was the many large coffee cups they had downed just a few hours earlier. or perhaps it was the sugar filled gummy worms and cookies they'd eaten along with their particularly late dinner (midnight, nearing one).

but here they were, still shaking under their caffeine rush as they sprawled over jisung's comforter. a playlist that jaemin had conveniently named 'jams for the gay folk' playing possibly too loud, rainbow christmas lights blaring on the ceiling, and chenle's pinky twisted onto his own, jisung felt as if the universe stopped for him. because again, here they were; nobody and nothing at all to disturb them, not even the occasional pause of a song from when jisung's phone would get a notification.

well, until a small little gurgling noise reached their ears.

they remained unphased for a moment or two before jisung mumbled, "was that you or me?"

chenle snickered. "you."

the younger teenager let out a puff, one that he'd imagine the big bad wolf would be less than proud of. "i'm hungry. starved. in fact i might die!"

chenle rolled his eyes. "you're so dramatic," he complained although his body rolled to the side, letting his face hide in the warmth of jisung's neck. "i learned from the best, bitch... okay but can we actually get food-"

chenle didn't hesitate to interrupt him, squeaking. "duh!"

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the pair ended up in a mcdonald's. jisung honestly didn't even know that fast food restaurants would be open at such an odd hour, although he certainly knew his house wouldn't be. sneaking out was difficult to say the least, and they were freezing considering it was november, but they made it out of the house.

chenle, shivering in the huge puffy jacket that he'd borrowed, sat down in a booth. jisung simply leaned against it while they decided on what food they'd get. eventually they were sitting in the too cold both with two burgers and a ten piece chicken nuggets each, as well as many fries. they'd even gotten mcflurries because who cares about winter.

"are we ever going to sleep though?"

chenle looked up with squirrel cheeks from his chicken nuggets. he covered his mouth and quickly swallowed before he shook his head between bites, "probably not. school is gonna be hell."

jisung looked over his food and groaned, wanting to let his head hit the table. he'd forgotten about school. "i'm going to die. you're going to die. fuck school!"

the older boy giggled, "yeah and imagine what renjun will say when he finds out that we're not sleeping!"

the two looked at each other with opposing expressions before both sighed, letting their faces fall back into their terribly good food. you only live once right? at least, that's what they tried to convince themselves.

halfway through his second burger, jisung looked up at chenle. he suddenly felt shy seeing the elder in such an oddly domestic light. the thoughts of an all-nighter and the upcoming school day were washed away as he watched the way chenle simply was. the way he stuffed too many fries in his mouth at once, stuck his pinky up as he drank, it all felt too good to be true.

they made eye contact. chenle simultaneously blushed and smiled when he looked into jisung's eyes, "what? you hoe."

jisung chuckled, he couldn't tell whether he was embarrassed or not. he shook his head as the heat spread through his cheeks and up to his ears. "nothing."

all he knew was that he really wanted to be chenle's boyfriend.

the next hour that the boys spent there was enjoyable, talking about whatever they could think of at such an hour, mostly new music or random facts. there were a couple stories as well ("remember when jeno fell into the water at the mini golf course?" "yes! and then jaemin tried to pull him out with the golf stick thingy but he broke it!"). around five thirty, jisung mentioned that they should probably go home before his mom woke up.

if anyone asked, jisung noticed how on the walk home their pinkies were looped around each other. he noticed that they walked so close that their bodies twisted the same way, heat radiating off of each other as the sun rose.

if anyone asked, maybe he called chenle 'love' before they got their last hour of sleep in. and just maybe, chenle kissed him sweet on the jaw and mumbled the same word.
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jiswung: bb
jiswung: excuse my german but i kinda kinda really like u ))):
jiswung: lil bitty regret not asking u out hhhhhehdnxn
jiswung: but i mean lol yeehaw

do it bitch: cHENLE
rn: cHENLE
i bet u all my life savings u wont: cHENLE

jiswung: NO i want it to b special ):< grr

did u just fucking growl st me i stg: cHENLE
ok but aWW BB u dont need to make it special!!!! ily!!!!! (knew it haha PUSSY): cHENLE

jiswung: im breaking up w u

well u gotta ask me out before u can break up w meeee: cHENLE

jiswung: i hate that ur right
jiswung: n e way come back i miss u 0:

im trying to finish this assignment!!!! ill see u literslly in like five minutes teacher lady said i could go to lunch when im done w it!!: cHENLE

jiswung: ikkk hhhdhdjxj idc tho ily

im not givint u my life savings: cHENLE
but i really really like u too: cHENLE

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makatea-