Chapter 5

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~ Michael's P.O.V ~

Ryder was still holding the gun to my head as she signaled for me to continue talking.

"I won't hurt you or your family if you let me spend time with Dylan." If Ryder really believes I won't hurt her or her family she is more naive then I thought. "Please Ry, I want her to get to know me and know that I care about her." I said faking innocence. Her eyes filled with pity and I knew I got her. It took everything in me not to smirk. She slowly nodded.

"Fine but if you hurt anyone in this house I will fucking end you." She barked out. I scratched the back of my neck nervously before speaking.

"I kinda live 3 hours away from here so it's going to be hard to see her so I was wondering if......." Calum cut me off.

"We are not letting you take her with you. You should be grateful that Ryder even gave you the privilege of seeing her you ungrateful shit." He snapped.

"Why don't they just stay in the guest bedrooms?" Ryder mumbled. Calum looked at her completely shocked.

"What the Fuck Ry?" He yelled

"It's smarter to have him closer as he tries to get to know Dylan so he won't be able to hurt her. Someone will always be here with him so he won't be left alone with her." Ryder stated

"Fine." Calum said threw clenched teeth. I smirked before walking up to Dylan who was cowering behind Calum.

"Sweetheart I won't hurt you. I just wanna hug you baby girl." I said hoping to just hug my daughter for the first time. She looked up at Calum before running over to Ryder. She hugged her legs tight before speaking.

"Mommy who is he? Why is he Here?" She asked. Ryder picked her up and placed her on her hip.

"His name is Michael. He's just here to visit you. If you don't want to meet him you don't have to baby, it's completely up to you." Ryder said kissing her nose. Dylan wrapped her arms around Ryder's neck and hugged her. She whispered in Ryder's ear and Ryder nodded her head before placing her on her feet.

She slowly walked over to me nervously twirling her fingers around like Ryder does when she's nervous causing me to smile at how similar they are. When she got in arms distance I pulled her into a hug and kissed her forehead. She just stood there awkwardly.

"Why are you here to visit me?" Dylan said with her adorable little voice causing a smile to spread across my face.

"Because I wanted to see you face to face and I love you." I stated truthfully. She raised an eyebrow before speaking

"How can you love me if you don't know me?" She said. She's sounds older then her age, I can tell she's already going to be exactly like Ryder.

"I do know you. You are my daughter." I said stroking her cheek. She slapped my hand away before running back to Ryder.

"Mommy what is he talking about?" She asked with wide big green eyes. Before Ryder could speak Calum cut her of.

"Nothing sweetheart. He's just crazy." Calum said before walking over to her and kissing her cheek. She giggled when he kissed her nose and I felt like something broke in me. They look like a happy family. SHE IS MY FUCKING DAUGHTER NOT HIS. I took a deep breath trying to calm myself down before speaking.

"Sweetheart come over here. I just want to get to know you a little better and spend time with you." I said with pleading eyes.

"No, you are scary." She said clinging to Calum. I bit my lip before storming out the back door. I sat on the back porch with my head in my hands as I let small tears fall down my face.

I understand why everyone else would be scared of me but my own baby girl is scared of me. She doesn't even know me and she's scared, that's what hurts the most. I was so caught up in my own thoughts I didn't here Ryder sit down next to me until she finally spoke.

"What's wrong?" She said in a low voice. I could tell she is still uncomfortable around me.

"Where you not standing right fucking there when my daughter said she was afraid of me? Are you seriously asking me that stupid fucking question?"I yelled. Ryder smacked me across the face before speaking.

"Don't yell at me. Who the hell do you think you are? You better check yourself before you Shrek yourself." She yelled at me. I raised an eyebrow before speaking

"Before I shrek myself?" I said. She let out an adorable giggle before speaking.

"Sorry, I have been watching a lot of shrek since I had these babies." I chuckled at how adorable she is. It took everything in me not to kiss her.

"You're so cute." I said without thinking. Ryder blushed before letting out a small 'thank you'. I let out a sigh before speaking again. "She's afraid of me isn't she." I said fiddling with my fingers.

"She should be." Ryder said shrugging her shoulders. I guess she saw how hurt I was because she spoke again. "But she will learn to love you." She said with a small smile.

"Are you afraid of me?" I asked.

"No, why would I be?" She raised an eyebrow.

"Because I've always been an asshole to you, controlling, possessive, and I always threatened you." I said. She shrugged before speaking again

"I've become a stronger person since I left. I don't fear anything anymore." Something snapped in me and I leaned in to kiss her. She immediately pulled back and gave me a shocked look. "I'm happily married with children I would rather you not kiss me." She stated. I completely disregarded her statement and smashed my lips against hers. She tried to push me away but after a while she gave in and kissed me back. I was about to pull her on my lap but a voice interrupted me.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?"

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