"Amira," Zion yells
"What," I groan climbing out of bed
I huff and walk into the living room.
"She is laughing ," Zion smilesI walk over and she looks at me
"Hey baby," I smile kissing her head
She smiles and giggles
"Why are you crying?" Zion laughs
"My baby is growing up," I smile rubbing her head
"Mira she is only 7 months,"
"I know I feel like yesterday I just gave birth to her,"
"Amira go back to bed you look exhausted I got this," Zion says looking me in the eye
"Really?" I ask
He nods, I kiss Armani's head and I walk back to my room, climb into bed and fall asleep.I wake up to crying, I groan and walk into the living room. I see Edwin and Nick with Armani and Zion no where to be found.
"Uh hey guys," I yawn walking over
"Here she is crying," Nick says handing me Armani
She continues crying, I rock her and sit down
"Where is Zion? He was supposed to watch her," I ask as she calms down
"He said he had to go get formula, but he didn't wanna wake you up," Edwin says," We where near by so he asked us to come watch her for 10,""Oh," I nod
Armani slowly closes her eyes, as soon as she does Zion walks through the door.
"Hey sorry Amira I didn't-
"It's all good I appreciate it," I smile holding Armani's hand
"We are gonna hit the studio for a bit, is that okay?" Zion asks setting down the bags
"Yeah of course I got this," I smile
"Thanks," Zion smiles walking over to me. He crouches down and kissed Armani's forehead, he leans into me but he steps back and walks over to the guys
"Bye Mira," they say walking out the door
"Bye," I say trying not to wake Armani
I stand up and walk to Armani's crib, I go to set her down but she wakes up and cries
"You must be Hungry," i carry her to her high chair, I strap her in and I grab some food and a spoon"Your dad confuses me you know that," I scoff feeding her. She claps her hands and I laugh
"We need to figure him out, one minutes I feel like he wants us to work but then he goes out with another girl," I huff
"You know Armani I think I am still in love with him," I laughs wiping her mouth
"You are?" I hear a voice
I turn around and see Zion standing at the door
"Oh I uh thought you were gone," I say, I could feel my face turning red.
"I forgot my phone on the charger," he nods
"I am sorry about that," I smile and go back to feeding Armani
"When I get back we need to talk," he says
I turn around and he walks out the door
"Great," I say sarcastically, "Let's wash you up and get you to bed," I smile picking Her up
I walk to the bathroom and I start a bath for her. I change into shorts and a old T-shirt.
"Alright bath time," I say
We get in the tub, I wash her, and put her in pajamas
"Please don't ever grow up," I say sitting in the rocking chair
She grabs my finger and sticks it in her mouth, I laugh and take a picture. After awhile of rocking her she slowly falls asleep. I stand up and put her in her crib. I shut off the light and I walk to the living room. I open the fridge and grab some left overs, then walk to the couch. I open my laptop and do some online shopping. After awhile the door opens revealing Zion.
"Hi," I smile awkwardly
"Hey," he takes off his shoes and sits down beside me, "is she in bed?"
"Yeah I put her down like an hour ago, I gave her a bath," I say
"Okay," he says, "Now we can talk,"
I huff and stand up, I put my dish in the sink and he follows behind me."Zion you were not supposed to hear that," I say
"Okay but I did, when were you gonna tell me this stuff," he asks
"I wasn't going to Zion, it's obvious you moved on, I am just your baby mama," I scoff sitting down in the counter
"Amira," he says running his hands through his hair
I bring my knees to my chest and hug them
"Amira your more then just my baby mama, Amira you are the first girl I fell in love with, true you are the mother of my child, I wouldn't want anyone else to. Amira I love you and I will never stop no matter what you mean so much to me. When you said you didn't want a relationship before Armani was born I was so upset, and I thought maybe going around with different girls would help me get over you, but the truth is when Armani was born I knew I was never going to be over you,"
I pause and take a deep breath. Isn't this what I wanted? Right?
I stand up and walk over to him, I wrap my arms around him and I break down in tears.
"Shh Amira, your okay" He whispers rubbing my back and head
"Zion I lied, I didn't want a relationship because I was so damn scared of getting hurt, but on the inside I wanted you more then ever I can't not, I didn't want. Armani to get hurt, I was scared you would leave both of us," I wipe my tears
"Amira I would never leave either of you, I love you and her so much, I know I hurt you Amira and I am so sorry about that I wish I could change the past but I can't,"
I hear muffled crying, I look at Zion then we walk to Armani's room. I pick her up and I sit down, Zion sits down next to me,
"Shh baby," I whisper
I look at Zion and he looks up at me. I lean my head against his and I admire Armani"We did not do to bad on the genetics," I laugh
"Yeah from me," he laughs
"Shut up,"
He laughs and I shove his arm
I look up and we make eye contact. I feel my self lean in, my lips meet his for a few seconds. We pull away and he smiles.
