I shoot up to my alarm, i get ready and go to work. The day goes slow but soon ends, i go back to my house.
I open the front door and my phone starts buzzing like crazy, from instagram. I get inside and go to the kitchen then look through instagram. I see people tagging me in tons of photos, i look and see Zion and blonde on top of each other. I was used to seeing these type of photos, when people photoshop, but this looked to real. I continue to look through and i see more photos. I screenshot one and send it to the the guys.
amira: hey guys does this look real to u?
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amira: hello?
amira: guys
brandon: talk to zion
amira: what does that mean?
aus10: talk to Z, its not our place
amira: um ok
amira: hey z can u come over i need to talk to u
z:why
amira: please i just need to confirm something
z: yeah 5 minutes
I pace the kitchen until i hear him walk through the door.
"Hey Z," i call from the kitchen
"Hi," he nods, "whats up,"
"I was on instagram and i saw this photo, i figured its one of those fake ones but i wasnt sure," i nod
He looks at me and walks a few steps
"Wait," i scoff
"Amira i am sorry," he says looking down
"For what Zion, please tell me u didnt,"i start almost crying
"I was drunk and i was mad and i though you cheated on me," he pleads looking me in the eyes, he grabs my hand but i pull it back
"No please tell me your not serious," i cry
"I am sorry,"
"Did you have sex with her?" i say
He nods
I feel the tears fall down my face, i drop my phone and turn around.
"Amira i love you and i am sorry," he cries, he puts his hands on me
"Please get off and please leave," i cry
"Baby please,"
"No Zion how could you do this to me, i have done everything for you, you told me you would never hurt me,"i cry, "We are done, please leave,"
He goes to speak but nods, then walks to the door.
"I love you," he calls
I ignore him and he walks out the door. As soon as the door closes i drop to the floor and let the tears fall. How could someone who loves you, hurt you. I grab my phone and go to the guys groupchat
amira: how long have u known?
nick: i just found out, amira i am sorry
aus10: just today he told us when the pictures came out
brandon: we are sorry amira we love you
edwin: bebe i am so sorry
amira: ok
brandon: If you need anything we are always here no matter what we love you
amira: thank you guys
aus10: do u need anything
amira: no i just want to be alone right now
edwin: i understand
I walk to the couch and pull the blanket over me, i go through the pictures of us which makes me cry more. Eventually i fall asleep.
I wake up and grab my phone, then everything hits me. I want to cry more but i had no energy due to the night before. I had no energy to go to work, so i didn't.
I look at my phone and see messages from Zion and missed calls. I ignore them.
amira: i wont be at work
viv: why?
amira: zion cheated on me and we are done
dani: baby i am so sorry, do u need some company
andre: amira i am so sorry
amira: no i want to be alone just tell don( manager) that i wont be their today
I lock my phone and turn on the T.V. The more i think about him the harder i cry, due to teh exhaustion from crying i fall asleep once again.
