4 weeks later.
sometimes i feel like I'm going somewhere with jungkook but my thought gets crushed immediately when he starts getting aggressive again but i think today is the day that i could examine him and give him the right diagnosis if i could
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"can you please stand from your bed please ? "
The nurse said to a jungkook who won't listen to anyone at this point a time as he was exhausted ,out of his mind thinking about what happened the last time. Trying to stand from the bed was 'the most painful thing' as he said .
"you need to start moving to get better, if you keep laying in your bed like this the pain wont go away"
"I don't want it to get away laying in my bed like this is the most relaxing thing ever" jungkook said not looking at the nurse face but the window "why would I want to get up and get better if they'll tie me and I won't defend myself if something like this happens again?"
"You won't be tied again I promise you that" you said walking in the room with a smile in your face "you need to get better for us to get out of your room, don't you feel annoyed staying in this room all day long?"
"you're finally here, after three weeks of waiting you finally came" he said showing his bunny teeth. "do you hate seeing me this much, I mean I've waited and waited but you wouldn't come" "I thought you gave up on me like every-one else in this world"
"you know I would never give-up on any-one, even if you don't want me here i'll be " you said touching his shoulder "how about getting out of this bed so I could finally keep my promise and get you to the beach"
"You'll keep this promise, really ?" he said doubting what you said.
"Yes, I will" looking out the window you said " how about tomorrow, would you like that?"
"Really, I could finally see the beach that I've dreamed about for so long?" he looked at you with a shine in his eyes. A shine of hope.
"yes, so how about taking my hand and standing up to go to the wheelchair so we could go to my office first?" you said offering your hand. and he take it without thinking twice
He was moaning in pain whilst trying to get up for his bed. Bitting half of his body wight on you but It was fine as its his first time moving in a month. The nurse helping you and jungkook so he could sit in the wheelchair and getting him to your office.
"Thank you for your help but that would be it for this week." You said to the nurse while taking a hold of the wheelchair. "welcome to my office what would you like, tea or juice?" looking at him smiling was the best thing to feel as a doctor looking at your patient smile. "Today I'm to talk about your illness" you said looking at his eyes scared of his reaction "i know its something you don't like to talk about, but i just wanna help you out"
"I'm thankful for your concern but I don't need anyone to diagnose me with anything I'm fine living with it," he said looking directly on your eyes. Then he whispered "he don't want to be exposed" .
"He? What do you mean by he?" you asked but he didn't respond. "ok. How about going to take a blood test and a CT for now ?"
"I've already done these tests do I have to take them again?" he asked scared.
"Then would you just like to answer my questions then?" you said, then went down to his level and said "are you alone jungkook?"
"Am I alone?" jungkook said with a chuckle, "of course I'm alone, didn't you read in my file that i've killed my family?"
"I've read that, but this is not the answer that I'm locking for jungkook and you know it." "are you sure you were the one who killed you family?, cause the file said that you have denied that for five year so what happened" you said to a drowsy jungkook. " jungkook are you with me?"
"yes don't worry I'm with you now." "and yes i've killed that awful family that night. the way the used to treat us was like hell and i took my own revenge "
