One Breath (OffGun)

16. Drop

Neil's POV

I never feel my sleep this comfort, warm, and serene. I remember that I slept while I cry. But, it feels that something soothed me in the middle of my sleep.

I feel my throat dry and little bit ache. Maybe it's because I slept outside and my sobs. I decide to take some water and back to sleep a little more.

And reality shock me.

I didn't sleep outside my tent.
I didn't sleep without my blanket.

Most of all

I didn't sleep alone!

What the fuck is this?

I rub my swallow eyes. I can't barely open it. I slept while I snuggle on someone's nape. I slept in someone's embrace. A pair of arms around my shoulder and my waist, hug me tight but soft. And I feel a pair of legs tangled with mine down there.

Slowly I lift up my head, and I'm freeze. A pair of eyes stare at me. Moist and redness, but soft and gentle at the same times.
I just can cover my mouth when I see the face.

My heart drop. Yet my soul. Even my breath.

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Mark's POV

I wake up when I feel some movement from the boy I hug for all night. I open my eyes, and God! How adorable is he. Moving like a furry fluffy kitten. And when I see those round eyes stare at mine, widened, and close his mouth, my heart drop!

But then I see those eyes become moist and ready to pour some tears, it's aching my chest and stop my breath.

"There, there,"
I take his head and put it on my chest, my chin rest on his head, and I pat his head softly. I still can smell his favourite shampoo. Vanilla and something flower. It still the same.

Lil' sob became silent cry. I hug him tighter. I try to sooth his pain. I know that feels already, but I still have no idea how deep his misery.

Neil hit my arm, he hit my chest, he kick my leg, and slap my face, try to let himself go from me.
Those are hurt. But, I hug him more, and hell no, I won't let him go. I won't loose him again.
He still keep struggle to leave me while crying, but I tightens my hug.

"Hey... Listen.... Listen...."
I cup his cheek and make he look at me. I whip the tears while my other arm still around his shoulder.

He stare at me. No, he glare at me. I can see anger and mad under the tears.

"I'm sorry, for come here without warning. I'm sorry for intruder your sleep. I'm sorry for hugging you. I'm sorry for being asshole. I'm sorry for being dumber. I'm sorry for -" I put my finger under his chin and lift up his face. "- late to know where's my heart."

I kiss his forehead. I kiss his eyes, try to stop the tears.
"I'm sorry for coming so late," I kiss his nose.
"I'm sorry for being stupid," I kiss his cheekbones.
"I'm sorry for hurting you without I realize," I kiss his cheeks.
"I'm sorry for make you frustrated," I kiss his corner lips.

I pause for a moment. Neil widened his eyes and questioning through those eyes.
I take one breath and spil out my last words.

"I'm so sorry, for being late to realize, that you are the one, that you're my everything, that you're in everypart of my life and I can't pass a day without you, that you .... That I.... "

I look deep into his eyes. I see his face wait something from me.

"Neil, I love you," I kiss his lips. "I love you so damn much and it's hurting me when I know that I'm the reason who makes you away from all of this."

I see he stiff and doesn't respond me. But I can't hold it anymore. His anger, his cold treatment, his madness, all of those drive me crazy.

"Neil, please forgive me, and be mine, will you?"

I stare at his eyes, which stare back at me. I look at his lips, plump cherry lips. And before he cry again, I kiss him slowly on his lips. I put my arm on his neck and deepen my kiss. I nibble his lower lips and suck it. Still no reaction from him.

I keep nibble his lips, then start to lick his lips. I'm so surprise that his lips apart, give me permission to enter his mouth.
I don't waste the chance. I kiss him deeply, more when I feel he respon with kiss me back. He lean his arm on me and rub my back when he release little moan.

Shit! His soft moan drive my crazy. I can't hold all this emotion in my heart anymore.

I keep suck his lips, my tounge feels the sweetness of his mouth, and he does the same to mine. I moan a bit, and call his name. And I feel that he became wild after hear I call his name.

God! I miss this boy. I really miss his existence in my life. I'll make he's mine until forever and never letting go again. Never.

Without break the kiss, I lift his body so he's on top of me. I let him does everything he wants from me.
He keep kiss, nibble, suck, and dance with my tounge. His arm hold on my neck to make his movement steady.

He trail my neck now. Kiss slowly, then I feel sting somewhere. What the hell? He marked me? This little shit. Really?
I chuckle for a second. It doesn't suit him in my head.
But not in second after, he stare at me. And I shock with what I see. It's a different form of Neil. The face I never see before. He's so manly. I don't see the cuteness. But yeah, his dominant just turn me on more.

I don't know what's wrong with me. But seeing him like that above me, I'm fine being submissive under him.

He start to kiss me again after I nod to him. He back to my neck, kiss, bite, lick, and left his marks everywhere. It feels so good.

I put my hands under his hoodie and rub his back. His skin so smooth. I can't believe that he have skin like that. It's addict me to rub the skin more.

I don't know how, but he remove my shirt and throw it on the side, and he start to do the same thing with my pants. I'm curious, how can he be this damn good?

He start to kiss and suck on my chest after remove my pants and leave my boxer. He makes me hold my moan when he start to lick my nipple, while rub my others.
Knowing that, he cup my cheek and speak with his manly tone.
"Don't. Just do that. Moan, shout, scream. Just don't mute. Understand?"
I blink my eyes, and nod. Then he smirk and back to my chest after remove his clothes and leave his shorts.

I can't believe it. Who is he for real?

But I can't think more when he start to suck my nipple and rub the other. I shout his name, like he wants me to. I'm so hard down there, and he know it. I feel the same with him, too.

I move my hands down to his shorts. I slip into his short and grab his ass. Shit. His ass so smooth and really touchable. He moan when I squish his ass. But then he punish me more with start grinding on me without break his mouth from my skin. I begin to loose my sense.

Does he start to send me to the heaven? Or hell?
Who is he? Is he an angel? Is he a lesser angel? Or evil itself?
Where is Neil I know? Who the hell is he? Is he a real one who never show to public?