Chapter 5| Is she okay?

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Taeths POV-

I wake up to be met with my oppa sleeping in a chair next to my unfamilar room.

"J-ackson O-oppa?" I ask with broken language. He wakes up quickly and looks at me.

"Taeth!"He says looking at me shocked. Then I hear people rush into the room.

"Na-mjoon, Y-oongi??" I ask.

They nod. Namjoon smiling happily while Yoongi didn't show much emotion and just nodded.

The nurse then rushed in and asks everyone to leave.

-40 minuets later-

I choke back my tears looking at the docter.

"I-is there -a-away t-o h-elp me?" I ask. The docter looks at me with sad eyes. "You will grow out of it..."

I look in the mirror as I see my left eye. It was gray. Im blind in my one eye then.

"And theres something else" The docter states.

"Yes?" I look up to him.

"Because of the trauma you had been through you may be scared to go near roads or even vehicles" He says looking at me with sad eyes.

I nod choking back even more tears.

They then allowed Oppa, namjoon and Yoongi in.

"What did he say?"Jackson asks. I remove the eyepatch from my eye showing that it was gray. Jacksons eyes widen.

"Y-your blind?" He stutters. "In the one eye yes" I try to smile. "D-did he say anything else?" Namjoon asks.

"Because of the Trauma I went through I may have a phobia of Traffic or vehicels in genral." I look up at the three. They nod. Jackson and Namjoon go to the cafeteria to get me something to eat while Yoongi stayed in the room with me.

He just sat there on his phone.

Then a patient walked past screeming and hitting things over.

My vistion went blurring and I started hyperventilating.

"Y-oon-" thats all I could make out but yoongi looks at me quickly seeing my state and rushed over to me.

He just puts the blanket over my head blocking me out from the world and just sat with me.

The flash back of the car accident came. I broke after that.

Tears were roleing down my face as I shook back and forth Yoongi trying to calm me down.

This feeling reminded me of.... him.

My ex-boyfriend. He use to yell and screem at me everything started flooding into my mind.

The car accident, the abuse, the cheating.

"I have the worst luck ever" I mumble slightly. "Tell me about it" Yoongi laughs slightly.

I ended up telling Yoongi about how I felt when I started to hyperventilate.

He told me it was a Panic attack he asked if I had ever felt like this before which all I did was nod.

I didn't want him to know about my Ex. Most people would leave me once I told them about it.

"When did this happen last time?" He asked. "I..." I sigh knowing he'd find out eventually. "I was abused... not physically but.... mentally." I whisper. "Whats the difference Abuse is Abuse it hurts someone?" He looks at me.

I smile slightly. "He used to yell alot and when ever he would I would feel dizzy and id normally start breathing really fast." I say looking at my hands.

"Sometimes I would hit myself... it stopped the Panic attack I guess" I say looking up at Yoongi.

He looks at me with saddend eyes. "Whenever you have a panic attack call or text me I will help you" Yoongi says putting a peace of paper into my hand. He slightly hugs me before leaving the room.

A couple minuets later Namjoon and Oppa showed up they asked were Yoongi went I just shrugged.

T.B.C

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