Our Euphoria - JiKook [COMPLETE]

5. When it Changed

-Jimins POV-

I was awoken by kisses on my forehead and when I opened my eyes I saw Jungkook. "We should get our stuff packed. My manager called me, I had to tell him. So he got us a flight in 2 hours, so get up sleepyhead." I groaned alittle bit not wanting to go back to reality. Plus the bed is super warm and comfy. Reluctantly I got up and got my things together and not long after we were on our way to the airport. "I texted Taehyung, he said he can pick us up." I said as we arrived at the airport. "Nice, that will be great." He said with a smile. I am still unsure of our relationship but I am clear on his feelings for me. I just hope things will go smoothly back home for us. We got to our seats and thankfully we were put together, Im not a fan of plane rides. As the lights went off I felt his fingers against mine. I smiled at that and tried to keep our hands in that position.

Once we landed I got a text from Taehyung to go to the garage, less noticable there. "Hey you two." Taehyung called out as he picked us up. "So how much trouble are you expecting for this?" He asked after awhile and I grew nervous. "Will I be fired?" I said looking back at Jungkook. I didnt want to lose this job, I really liked it there. "I wont let that happen. Ill go in a bit early and do damage control. Besides we have a schedule today, so I dont expect it to be a long discussion." He said with a reassuring smile. "Jimin? Walk me to my door?" I nodded and followed him outside. Once we got to his apartment he pulled me inside. He pulled me forward connecting our lips. "Ill see you in an hour." He said as he hugged me. "Good luck with your manager." I said pecking his cheeks and I made my way out again.

*Time skip* A/N: Im really sorry for what happens next...

I arrived at the company not long after Taehyung brought me home. Jungkook has a photoshoot in an hour so I have to set my room up. I figured I should go and talk to his manager, apologize and hope I still have a job here. But I stopped when I saw the door was cracked and I heard Jungkook. "...he means nothing to me! You really think Im that stupid? Hes just a part of the staff. Nothing more and nothing less. There is and never will be anything between us. I have to go." I froze. I didnt know what to do and I could feel myself starting to cry. "J-Jimin?" I looked up and there he was. I couldnt find the words. My heart felt like it was shattered. "I-I will s-set things up now. E-Excuse me." I said before running past him. How could he? Was it all just a joke to him?

As soon as I closed my doors I let out a loud sob. I thought he liked me? "No rules remember?" Did that apply to messing with my feelings too? I quickly wiped my tears when there was a knock on the door. "C-Come in." I moved to my bag and started to bring things out when Jungkook came in closing the door. "Jimin?" He said standing behind me. But I shook my head and adjusted his chair. "Please sit." I didnt want to be here, I didnt want to look at him. "We should talk. Please look at me." He said grabbing my wrist but I shoved him back. "No we dont. You need to sit. I need to do your makeup." I said coldly and thankfully he listened. "Okay. Your good." I said moving away from him. "Jimin ple-." He saod turning me to face him. Slap! "Get out of my face y-you asshole." I opened the door and pushed him out of it.

I sat on my couch as I allowed myself to cry again. I really dont get it. "Your so beautiful...stay close to me...you will be mine soon." I guess the jokes on me. I let him play me like a fool. He just wanted something in the moment. I was just the poor idiot that allowed it to happen. The next few hours passed by slowly and finally I was able to go home. I packed up my bag and made my way out to my car. "Wait! Please!" I stopped as I heard Jungkook behind me. "We dont need to talk about this. I get it. Im just sorry I allowed myself to believe it. Im sorry I thought you wanted me too. I promise, I wont cause any problems. Ill do my work because I am a member of your staff. Ill behave like it. I-Im sorry I was being naive. Please I want to go home." I said quickly before climbing into my car.

I didnt understand why he did it. But I know now that I should be used to this. I have never had someone love me the way I need it. Ive only ever been just another toy to play with. How stupid was I to think an idol would want me? He wouldnt want me. And he made that clear. I mean nothing. I am nothing. Just another person in his prep team. "Hey Jimin! I ordered pizza for us. I hope you dont mind but I invited Yoongi Hyung to come over." I nodded and went to go take a shower. Maybe I can wash my shame and stupidity away. I wont let him see me hurt, I have to be strong. Im better then this. I cant lose this job because of him. I can do this. I walked out and I saw Taehyung and Yoongi making out. I can do this. I cant do this. I went back into my room as I cried. I cried so hard. I thought he would be different. I thought he liked me. Whats wrong with me?

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