Our Euphoria - JiKook [COMPLETE]

15. Talk it Out

-Jimins POV-

I was able to get a week off of work and honestly Im glad. I dont even know how to face Jungkook right now. Im sure theres more to it then he is letting on. Something deep. At least that is what I tell myself. I was honest, loyal and a good boyfriend. Ive never thought of another man since I have Jungkook. I am very much in love with him. He makes me feel safe in every way. "Jimin? Jungkook is here." Taehyung called out from the living room. I got up grabbing a pair of sweats to wear. "Jungkook?" I said softly as I walked over to him taking in his tired appearance. His eyes were puffy and alittle red. "Lets talk in my room?" He nodded and followed behind me quietly. "I-Im really sorry Jimin. I dont know what came over me and Im sorry." He said quickly as a tear rolled down his cheek.

I stood there debating if I should really say whats on my mind. "Im going to just say what Ive been thinking about for awhile. And I want you to just listen. I dont know whats been going on but Ive thought of some stuff that may help. I love you Jungkook. I do. Ive never felt this way with anyone before. When I met you I didnt think we would end up together. You were an idol, someone I was assigned to do makeup for. And when you confessed to me, I thought it was too good to be true. Your the nations beloved Maknae, why would someone like you, want an ordinary guy like me? But you were, you are so different. Your kind, down to earth and a brat. You never made me feel like I was less than you. I felt safe and comfortable with you." I said as I felt myself begin to tear up.

I looked at him giving him a smile before composing myself. "I am so lucky to have you. You treat me with respect, you put me and our relationship first. Your always making time to see me. I feel beyond special with you. So, I want you to know that I love you more than you know. I will never find a man that treats me the way you do. They can try their best, but I dont care. All I want is you. You are the best thing thats ever happen to me. I will be a complete idiot if I left you for another. Your one of kind. So, dont fear that I will want something better. It wont happen. You are an amazing boyfriend and you are beautiful to me. I really really love you." I said pressing a kiss to his cheek. I paused in hopes he will say something.

We sat in silence for a bit, it wasnt uncomfortable though. I brushed his hair back as sat quietly. I know he loves me, he males it very obvious. I believe this whole thing is more to do with his insecurities. I just want him to be more open about it. "I-I love you Jimin. I really do. I know I messed up. I do trust you. You havent given me reason not to. I dont know, I hated seeing you with Mingi. I-I was scared." I smiled at him as he spoke and held his hand to reassure him. "Why? What scared you?" I asked softly. "Like you said. I didnt want to lose you. You make me happy and I just didnt want to lose you to someone you've known for a long time. I didnt think I could compete. I felt threaten." He said looking into my eyes, I wiped the tears away from his cheek before moving closer.

I held his face carefully brushing his hair back. "Thank you for being honest with me. I hope now you realize just how commited I am to you. Dont hesitate to share your feelings and insecurities with me. Let me in." He nodded leaning into my chest. I pecked his head wrapping my arms around him. "Thank you for listening Min. A-And thank you for being you." He said quietly. I knew going into this talk I needed to be kind. I needed him to know I will listen and love him through anything. Hes not as tough as he appears and I understand that. I hope now he will feel at ease about talking like this with me. He wanted us to be open and honest, so Im only fulfilling that want of his.

-Jungkooks POV-

It wasnt too long before he fell asleep in my arms. I brushed his hair back from his eyes. I am truly lucky to have someone like him. Hes been my rock these last 6 months. Hes been there supporting me. I guess I need to show my vulnerable side more to him so it doesnt cause any more trouble. I love how easily he breaks those walls down for me. Hes truly an amazing boyfriend. "Hyung? You should sleep." He mumbled sleepily catching me by surpise. "I was sleeping." I said pecking his forehead. "Mhm. Sleep with your eyes closed then." He said leaning up to peck my lips. I pulled him closer allowing myself to sleep.

I woke up the next morning before Jimin and decided I get up and make us breakfast. "Kooks?" I looked up to see Yoongi seated at their table. It was unusual seeing him because of obvious reasons. Its just funny in a way. "You guys were quiet. Is Taehyung awake?" I asked as I started gathering things to make us breakfast. "Hyung!" We both jumped at the sudden shout. I laughed at the sight of Taehyung wobbling into the kitchen. I tried to not gag at their conversation. I didnt think Yoongi was this soft? I ship it. "Jungkook? Where did you go?" I heard my adorable boyfriends say in his cute sleepy voice. Okay Im soft too. I walked over to see him walkong down the hall.

He looked up with squinty eyes before a pout formed on his face. "Whats the matter?" I pulled him into my chest wrapping my arms around him. "You werent there when I woke up. Y'know I like seeing you first thing in the morning." He said pouting up at me. I shook my head at his behavior and pulled him in for a kiss. "I finished cooking for you. Your plates are over there and Taes getting us juice." Yoongi said as we walked back into the kitchen. We sat down and ate our breakfast with the other two. I watched as Jimin ate as his eyes drooped. I pecked his cheek grabbing the fork from him. "Finish what you got in your mouth. Ill carry you back to bed." He nodded and finished chewing his food. He seriously is too adorable for his own good.