Our Euphoria - JiKook [COMPLETE]

6. Keep Away

-Jungkooks POV-

Its been two weeks of long hours with Jimin but he wouldnt look or talk to me. Its really not what he thinks, I just cant ever get a word in with him. I cant stand seeing how broken he looks. I know how it sounded and that is what hurts the most. It really did seem like I was being heartless. I sounded like a complete asshole. "Alright. Im going home now." He said as he started to pack up his stuff. "Jimin can you please just listen to me?" I pleaded softly. "I listened and heard enough. Its been a long day. We should both head home." He said and I could have sworn I saw his eyes water. I wish I could turn back time and not have been so stupid. Without wanting to push him further away I let him go. I grabbed my bag and made my way home. I decided to just take a bath and hope I can fall asleep.

I woke up pretty late being that I have a free day today. But Ill just spend it at the studio since I cant spend it with Jimin now. "Oh Jungkook! I was just about to call you. Come with me." My manager said as I came in. "Chungha wants to do a dance collaboration with you at this years MAMA. They will be here tomorrow to begin practices. Are you okay with this?" I thought about it and it should be a good thing to do. Shes a great dancer too. "Yeah. Thats fine with me. Im going to go to my studio." I said making my exit and I wandered over to Namjoons studio instead. "Hyung? You got a minute?" I said seeing as he was sprawled out on the ground writing. "Yeah. Whats up?" He said barely sparing me a glance and I decided to just sit silently as he finished his thoughts. He closed his notebook and gave me a tired smile.

I moved to sit across from him and tried to gather my thoughts. "I did something. I just cant figure out how to make it better. Remember Jimin?" I said after awhile breaking the silence. He moved beside me and gestured for me to continue. "You know about us going to Australia right? Well when I came to talk to Jay Hyung, I gave him my usual attitude. I was just being a brat to him. But I had no idea Jimin was just outside. H-He didnt understand what was really happening. He thinks I was playing him." I said as I felt myself start to cry. "What did you do exactly?" He said as he rubbed my back. "I did my usual. The whole 'say what you want to hear me say' thing. I said that Jimin meant nothing and I dont feel anything towards him. But Hyung that isnt true! I-I really do like Jimin. Now he wont even let me talk to him or even look at me. I broke him." We both sat in silence as I cried to him.

I finally dried my eyes and looked at Namjoon for answers. I always came to my Hyungs for help on anything. I was raised by them and my manager. I trusted all of them. "First thing, make sure doors are closed no matter what. Second, talk to him. Force it if you have to. You deserve to speak your side, tell him everything. And then make him a promise." He said with a smile as he wiped away. "Promise?" I said. "That you will always look at him only, cherish him or whatever fits your situation with him. Dont scare him just promise that if and when he is ready, your all his. Now, fix yourself and go talk to him." I nodded feeling determined and I kissed his cheek before running off. "Jimin?" I said opening his room door. But it was empty and dark. Did he not come today?

I went into my managers office to figure out where Jimin could be. "Oh Jungkook. What brings you here?" He said sweetly handing me a bag of chips. "Where is Jimin? Do you know?" He laughed at that causing me to whine alittle. I had eventually came clean about my feelings for Jimin and he hasnt stopped teasing me. "Home. He asked for the week off. Jungkook please dont go to him. He wants space, respect that." He said seriously and I just cant do that. "Its been weeks. Hes had enough space, I need to explain to him." I argued starting to become angry. "No. Its been weeks of silence, yes. But he had to be with you during that time, inches apart. Allow him space where he doesnt sit in a place with you. Go home Jungkook, come back tomorrow for practice. Please listen to me." I hated that it made sense, I had to stay away for his sake. For our sake. But its not fair to me. Am I wrong for that?

-Jimins POV-

I was working on my third bowl of ice cream when Taehyung came into the room. I havent told him about Jungkook yet, he can be very protective of me. "Who hurt you this badly? Seriously Jimin? I was saving those for me. And why is it so dark in here?" I groaned at the million questions and paused my show. "Im just enjoying my week vacation. And you can buy new ones, its only $3." I said blankly as he just stood there. Its been hard lately, I cant get Jungkook out of my mind. I cant get his kisses out of my mind. His sweet words. But worse of all I cant forget how quickly he through those things away. How he broke my heart. "Hello? Where are you half the time? Come on Chim. Talk to me. I can see something is clearly wrong." Taehyung said as he pulled me into a hug. I knew it was only a matter of time before I had to tell him. "Jungkook. H-He led me on. I thought we would be something. He told me I was beautiful." I said as I felt tears threatening to fall.

I cried as I told him everything. I could feel him tense up and I knew he was angry. "Ill kill him. What the fuck is his problem!? Is he that fucking blind!" He shouted with his fist balled up. "Calm down. It doesnt matter anymore. I just need to move on." I said sadly as I leaned my head on his shoulder. "Why does this always happen to you? I hate seeing you like this. You dont deserve this." He said quietly as silence took over. I was exhausted. But I couldnt sleep, when I close my eyes I see him. I really wish this was all a bad dream. If it is, I want to wake up.