Lines and rhymes

Ashore

I'm not sure
If I want to come back ashore.
I just wanna drown in my thoughts
a little more.

And i don't think,
if there was any thing,
wrong in my little wish
to know more

I just believe,
you take a breath of relief,
when I'm gone, or you are absent
Without leave

I was once told,
It will be much hard to hold,
But I didn't let go,
Behold

I know I thought,
That happiness couldnt be bought,
But here I am, paying for
Each drop

I dont think,
that im yet out of ink,
my head's filled with thoughts
up to the brink 

I wish was wrong,
And every word in my song,
Was just imagination,
Interpreted wrong

But I think I'm not
And there's a thought knot
Inside me from the words
I said not

Now I'm not sure
If I want to come back ashore
Just let me drown in these thoughts
A little more

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A/n: haha like I said. I just think too much. Well, hope you guys like. Tho this one doesn't sound so good to me either. I'm going to polish this piece when I'm in my sane mind.

Do comment and vote though.