I don't know how I feel
I'm glad you're gone
But i'm also
Extremely upset
I know you better than anyone
I know every detail
I know every inch
Of your body and soul
But this
I didn't expect this
And maybe that's my fault
I didn't expect
To hear that
What we had
Was
Just you
Dealing with me
I never thought I would hear that
But I think
In the back of my mind
I always knew
And for a long time that's how I felt
So I can't blame you
But I hope
You don't stay arrogant
Or childish
Or completely self absorbed
I hope you grow up