It seems like I am cursed
To never be right
To have my past haunt me
To do nothing but harm
I don't know anything
I just want
Eternal sleep
The quite
Has never seemed this welcoming
But I can't go
The voices are to loud
Screaming
Telling me
Everything I secretly
Think is true
I don't want to hear it
But I also do
At this point I just want it all to end
I want to walk to the light
Opened armed
Without resistance
Because
I find life
So much scarier
Than Death
.
