Sometimes there are just those moments
When i just need to talk to you
Because your the only one i trust.
But your not their when i need you most
You walk away and pretend i'm not their
Well, i am
And i wish you would realize
I'm right in front of your eyes
Why can't you see i'm in pain
That i need help
That i need you
I miss those talks and walks we shared
But now they're just memories
We used to walk the same path
But now there's a split in the road
And instead of staying together
We went on our own
Now i'm all alone
With no one to help me
Guide me
Save me
I need someone
I needed you
But you're long gone
You've moved on
And i'm still stuck in the past
A past that you used to be a part of
A past you don't even seem to care about
Now i'm all alone
You've left
And now all i have
Are my dark thoughts
And the voices that keep my mind busy
The things that don't let me sleep
People tell me just to go to sleep
But it's not that easy
I just can't
There's this empty feeling
As if im lost
It keeps me up
The voices tell me
I'm not good enough
Their the things that keep me up
The fact that i can't go to you
That keeps me up
The fact that i'm unhappy
Dying inside slowly
Losing all hope in the universe
That's what keeps me up
All of these things
Were things only you could solve
Only you
But your not here anymore
So i have just one question...
What am i supposed to do?
In the middle of the night
When the voices start
And the thoughts form
When the razor screams my name
When i can't take the pain anymore
What am i supposed to do?
