You know
I've never thought
Of death being scary
But the more I think about it
I think I grow more scared
I'm not scared of the pain I might face
I'm scared of what happens once it's done
What happens
Who's guess is right
Am I going to hell just for the people I like?
But then I think
And I think some more
And I start to realize
That now am I not only Scared of Death
But I'm scared of Life
Because life is uncertain
And a twisting road of lies
And pain
And when you feel that pain you have to sit through it
It doesn't end
I have to sit in a constant loop of fear
So if im scared of living
But i'm scared of dying
And i'm tired of trying
What do I do?