A Fickle Affair

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

I decide that tonight is going to be a late one for me. We shot more scenes for the newest film and then as everyone called it a day, I sat in my office and was editing a few of the scenes. I hear a knock at the door and see Opie standing there. "Hey." I say and go back to the monitor. He walks over and leans down. Tilting my head up he kisses me. "Are you okay baby?" he asked. "Yeah. Just tired and trying to get this editing done before tomorrow." I say, leaning back in my chair, looking at him. The more I look at him the more I realize what a beautiful man he is. Him and Jax both. "What's up?" I finally asked him. "I thought that maybe I could spend some time with my girl." he says smiling a little. "Yeah. Let me get my things and I'll meet you outside." I tell him. I grab my bottled water and my bag and head to the door. Locking up, I get to my car and he is standing at the door. He leans down and kisses me and I just lean into him. "Are you sure you're okay?" he asked. "Yeah. Just been a rough few days." I tell him.

Once we get to my house, he walks in behind me and I tell him I am getting a shower and will be out in a few. I put on one of my SAMCRO t-shirts and a pair of leggings. Walking into the living room, his kutte is on the back of the couch and I sit next to him and he wraps his arm around me. He already has the remote and I am sitting there, quiet. "Come here." he says. I sit up and look at him. He pulls me to straddle him. "Tell me what's going on. I know you. Something's going on in the brain. What is it?" he asked. I just put my head on his shoulder and he rubs my back and I feel the tears start welling up in my eyes. He doesn't say anything else for a few minutes before he finally whispers "I'm here. Talk to me." I don't move but I start talking. "There are so many things running through my head. Everything from mom and dad, to you and Jax. The business. So many things and I can't seem to get my head around any of it." I say. He pulls me up to look at him. "It's going to take some time about your mom. Your dad is fine and me and Jax aren't going anywhere. As far as the business, tell us what you need and we will take care of it." I just shake my head. "The only thing about the business is making sure I don't kill what she built. I'm scared I'm gonna screw up. I miss mom. She was the one that I went to when I needed to talk about shit. I can't talk to Dad because he as so much on him right now." I say. "What about me and Jax?" he asked. "I love you both. But I don't know if I can do this." I say and try to get off his lap but he holds me there. "Why?" he asked softly. "Just, being around porn stars everyday and knowing that they will be all over you guys it makes me wonder if they can make you guys happier than I can." I say. "Look at me." he says. I look at him and say "You are our girl. The one that we love. Not them. There is no one in this world that could do more for us than you. There's no other girl that Jax and I have ever even thought about sharing like we have you. You are amazing, beautiful, and so fucking smart. Don't you see that?" he asked. I shook my head no. "Then let me show you." He says.

He picked me up carried me to the bed. Laying me down, he kissed me softly and started kissing his way down my neck. He starts to slowly undress me, carefully watching for any sign to stop. He then undresses himself and climbs into the bed with me. Hovering over me, he kisses me again and deepens the kiss before entering me. He slowly makes love to me and whispers how sexy I am and how perfect I am. He tells me how much he loves me as we both find our releases together. I lay there in his arms and wonder what he's thinking. Wondering if he thinks this was a mistake. "I love you Cami." he says. I look at him and kiss him softly. "I love you too Opie." I say before we both drift off to sleep.

Waking up the next morning, there was a knock at the door. We both get up and throw some clothes on and Opie opens the door to Jax. Jax walks in and sees us and smiles at us both. He walks over and kisses my cheek and says "Morning babe." he says. "Morning." I say and head to the coffee maker that I am so glad I remembered to set the timer on before all that happened last night. Getting three cups down, I hand them their cups before getting mine and joining them at the table. "What's going on?" I asked. "I just wanted to check on you. I know you have not been yourself lately." he says. "Opie and I talked some last night and I'm feeling a little better about things." I say. "Well, I think it's time that all the girls know that we are both with you. Maybe that will make them keep their hands to themselves and you won't feel like you have something to worry about." Jax says. "Yeah. Okay. We can do that." I tell him. "I want to talk to you all about something." I say. "I was thinking about taking on an assistant. There's so much work and mom kept doing it all because she didn't want to go home to an empty house. I have you guys to come home to. I was thinking about getting an assistant and hopefully can put some of the work on them." I say. "Yeah. That's a good idea. Anyone you have in mind?" Opie asked. "Not yet. Thought I would put word out there." I say. "Good. Do that. Let us know if we need to do anything." Jax says. We talk a little more before getting dressed for me to go to work.