Miss Sacrifice

Jaaliyah

"Who was you on the phone with girl?" His voice roared through the room as he approached me.

"Nobody daddy, it was nobody." I said as i flinched.

"You lyin' I heard you talkin'. Now who was it?" His eyes pierced mine with fire.

"No I'm not, I swear it was nobody." I said.

My dad came closer to me in a hurry as if he was trying to catch a running dog. I tried to move but he was too fast, he gripped me by my arms and pulled me closer to him. "You lyin' to me?"

My eyes watered silently, "No, I swear."

He let me go and looked at we with hatred mixed with lust. With one quick rise of his hand, he strikes me across my face leaving a burning and stinging sensation.

"Take em' off." He demanded.

I hesitated, as I looked at him. "Take em' off dammit!"

I began to slide my pants off and he took control before I could blink my eyes, his hands rummaged through my pants until they found their way inside my panties.

"Please not today. " I begged.

He ignored my pleaded and instead he looked at me in the eyes and continued on. He took my hand and brought it to his shaft, making me touch him. Tears sprang to life and rolled down my face. It hurt,everything hurts.

"You always cryin' what you cryin; for? You like this don't you? You lil' bitch." He scolded. And with that, he left walking away to his room and slamming the door.

My cries were silent but my tears weren't. I thought of when my dad found out that I was at my ex-boyfriend's house, he assumed we were having sex and forced me to leave his house. Ever since then he wanted to 'give me what I was looking for', so he says. He's been molesting me since then, he never actually raped me because he said I was already impure in his eyes. My mother died when I was born and Ive been living with my dad, we have good memories together be since two years ago he's been destroying my teenage life, making me feel disgusting. I remember when he said I was a ' good for nothing whore' and made me touch him. I graduated high school being in the Top 10, and he never showed up to my graduation, it was only me and my best friend Tanya. Her family invited me to celebrate with them and I gave them the excuse that my dad was working away for the day. My heart didn't want him to show up but with the knowledge of him being the only adult in my life, I kinda wanted him there.

"Jaaliyah!" His voice snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Yes daddy!"

"Cook some food, Im fuckin' hungry." His voice was demanding as always.

There was no other thing to do but to go and make 'some food', just like he asked. And thats what I went to do, but while doing so I couldn't help but think of Malik.