The Giant and His Heart. [Light at the end of the tunnel]

Chapter 3 - "The Mean Guy"

Now that I was sitting down on the couch scared and kind of fuming a little bit, I let my eyes roam around the apartment. It was small compared to the apartment that I lived in with my mother. Speaking of my mother, if she was a normal loving mother to me, she would've been worried and getting panicked that I wasn't home already at this time of night but that wasn't the case with my mother. She wouldn't notice or care that I didn't come back home tonight, she will sleep peacefully without me there. Story of my life.

Zano said he will take me home tomorrow, but what confuses me or what makes no sense is why he won't let me go home tonight? Like it really boggles my mind. Does him wanting to take me home tomorrow mean that he won't kill me? Or the reason why he wants to take me home is so that he could see where I lived so that he could kill me later when I'm unaware? To say I was terrified was an understatement. My eyes were starting to fill up with tears. Oh my gosh! Please protect me God. This was me saying a silent prayer to the Man above. After a short while, the bathroom door opened and I quickly sat up straight with my heart beating out of chest. He was still bare chested but his wound was all stitched up. I had to give it to him, he was a very strong man. I mean this guy stitched himself up and he wasn't even sedated or something. It must've hurt like hell but you wouldn't know that by looking at him because as I've said the guy showed no emotions whatsoever. It was nerve wrecking and kind of creepy. He was now staring at me so you could imagine how I felt. I even wanted to pee.
Me: "Please don't kill me." I begged with tears rolling down my cheeks. He frowned and then he grunted annoyed.
Zano: "Don't be stupid. I'm not going to kill you. Now stop being a baby...don't cry...you're more ugly when you do that." Oh my gosh! He just insulted me...and it hurt...deeply. I was fat and ugly? Wow! I've never been called ugly before. I didn't know why it hurt this much coming from him since I didn't know him that well for his opinion of me to matter, and there was also the fact that I didn't like him since he was a bastard...but with all that said...it hurt. He must've seen the hurt written all over my face because he swore under his breath regrettably and looked away..."okay look...I'm going to make you food and you can take a bath so long...okay?" I didn't answer him. I couldn't. Tears were still rolling down my cheeks. Why did it hurt so much? ..."I'll get you fresh towels." He went and entered his room to get the fresh towels he was talking about I guess.

Stop crying Busi, you're stronger than this! I berated myself. Actually I wasn't strong. I told you guys that I had a mountain of insecurities and Zano just added on them. I huffed and wiped away my tears. He came back with a t-shirt on...finally! In his hands he had the fresh towels he was talking about, a toothbrush and a t-shirt. The t-shirt he was holding was big but not big enough to fit me.
Me: "That is not going to fit me." I told him weakly. He frowned. That frown said I was being ridiculous.
Zano: "Of course it will. You're fat but not that fat." I cringed both times he said the word 'fat' and he noticed..."shit." He swore under his breath..."look I'm not good with words okay? I don't normally talk this much, so this is new for me and now I'm saying a lot of stupid shit to you..." He breathed..."forgive me...okay?" His apology took me by surprise. He even looked uncomfortable. I'm sure he is not a guy that apologizes to people. I wonder why he was apologizing to me? Mh...something to think on about later. I just shrugged like I didn't care for his apology. I wasn't going to let him off the hook that easily...he has been a mean ass ever since I've saved him. He grunted. I could see he wasn't happy with me brushing off his apology. Well tough! ..."you know where the bathroom is, so off you go." He really didn't have a way with words. 'Off you go'? Who says that? I'm not his dog. Bastard. I narrowed my eyes at him a little, and took everything he was holding from his hands and went into the bathroom.

After having a long debate with myself about if I should take off my clothes or not so that I could take a bath, I finally did. Thing is, I wasn't comfortable with being naked with Zano in the other room. The bathroom door was locked, but still I felt uncomfortable. I had checked three times if the door was really locked. I kept thinking he was going to budge in anytime. I didn't trust him. He was my captor anyway since he was practically keeping me here against my will. But even if he wasn't my captor or a stranger, I would still be uncomfortable to get naked in front of him, because of my insecurities. I'm sure if he would see me naked now he would make a nasty comment about my soft belly, my stretch marks, big thighs and my ass...well he had already made a comment about my ass. Jerk! I huffed irritated with this whole situation. I entered the bath tub and I don't want to lie to you guys but the water felt good...so good. And the the bath tub was big and spacious...so comfortable. I released a contented sigh. At least the bastard had a nice and comfortable bath tub. I'm sure the bath tub was this big so that it could accommodate his giant ass.