Staring at the green plants that almost covers the white brick wall at the back of it I learned to love the view. Some tiny colorful flowers grabs the spotlight and projects that life is nothing but colorful. I'm not the type of girl that accepts flowers when being granted rather I want them be in their safe place than to be sold.
I flopped my foot at the ground and continue my effort of swinging almost losing my patient. I wish we have those types of machine where we just need to press something and you'll just lay back while your being swung swiftly.
Guessed what, I don't belong to the rich group and guessed what I don't fuckin' care. Yeah, I do wish sometimes but I rather have my journey through happiness than being granted access already cuz I know there's a lot of paying back to do with that, princess.
I heave a sight problematic for my incoming exams. I wish I had photographic memory and you know what?,I give up. I'm really good at procrastination when exams came. It's just hard to absorb in one day.
No, I'm not one of those students who studies one week before exams came. I'll be honest, I can be dramatic when I'm forced to study things I don't even have a plan remembering in the near future. I'm chillin' here, okay? but deep inside I'm planning how to whoop my ass if I still didn't move my butt from the swing.
Okay, here's the thing. I'm crazy kind of person when the grades matter. I would have this kind of feeling where I think about, 'I can do this starting right now and surely will end before my desired time to sleep then I'll take the exam like the true pro that I'am. Over all I'd get the highest score like the cool kid I always imagine myself to be.' Then after thinking all those, "easy-to-say' lines I would suddenly feel worried so all of those positive thinking will drastically change into, 'That's only an exam. Not all smart people become successful. My physical and mental health are more important. Also I don't think I can be like that considering I already lack time and I'm not some hell'a genius kid. I'll just lay low and wait for what my future would slap me. Goodbye grades!'
Nice try, lazy kid.
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I'm dumb.
No, don't say that.
I WANNA PUKE!
"What the fudge?! What happened?" Kyda asked. We just finish our first day of exam and I literally just puke my guts out.
You know that feeling when you get anxiety and you lack some sleep plus you didn't eat anything because you're too nervous too bother. That even you eat it you don't feel anything but want to claw out what you just eaten. Yeah, Delphina be like.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, thanks for the tissue. How was the exam?" And that my friend where all the cussing started.
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My work is becoming a hassle especially that I have an exam tomorrow. The restaurant becomes busy in every ticking seconds. I heave a sigh already beat.
This part of town is not popular in our school so it's really a blessing that I won't be seeing many faces coming from our school because if it is then I won't be this very comfortable.
My father was planning to struggle me with his bossiness that's why I'm too much exhausted right this very moment. My last conversation of him was me muttering, 'As if you've been a father.' That simple sentence is enough to make him explode. I run upstairs in to my room since that's been my safe heavens since entering puberty.
I shook my head from even thinking about it again. It's not very helpful at all, ew. Just thinking about it makes me bang my head on the wall since I hate thinking any thoughts related to that man.
After cleaning the table that was used thirty seconds ago I checked my shirt for any spots that might be an indication of bad grooming. Manager's strict.
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"UGHH!" I shouted annoyed.
I forgot to submit one of my required P.T. (performance task). The folder was facing me almost taunting me.
I grab my phone and and pluck my headphone to listen some music before I punch a wall literally. Already did that before and I can perfectly try that again but Mom will have a heart attack and would scold me that I don't plan on listening right now.
So that's why my permit lack's one signature. Great, just great. A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!
