It wasn't the day where you felt satisfied about what it had brought you even though a lot of things happened not the usual boring stuff that you should be proud of.
No work.
Now that's fabulous. It means they give my face a break. That's just not so interesting to look at after it wears off in my first time there.
So
Let's talk about, 'What you have is enough.' Now that is very much understood but the question is, "Did I deserved this?"
There are times when I felt bashful to hopeless. Making an impression of myself is important so people won't misunderstood me but when you felt hopeless you either do stupid shit or impress others with the shit.
Here's what I'm afraid of. It's trusting someone what I made because when I made something that I let people take a glimpse then it means taking a peak of my insides.
There you'll know my weaknesses and strength. So you should be responsible when I make actions that you might take offence.
As what I've said my past might be blurry for me but what I've felt since then had taught me enough how to take it and control it. So if my actions can be a little bit violent or blunt depends on how you would use my weakness on me.
Yes people, weakness.
Why can't people just for once act like there really into it rather pointing my flaws or others flaws. I know you'll say, 'I don't want to be fake.' But then why bitch about it.
When you like to point out something do it nicely because if not, obvious insecurities and jealousy would arise about your attitude. Your cover will break honey.
Now, if your saying that's your nature, a bitch. Then you should know when to act on it since not all of us here grown to like bitch.
Yeah, mate.
If that attitude is on then some people would see it as, 'Your lookin' for fight?' So be aware of how you show your personality since you're not the only one living the world. You're not the only one who's growing having the troubles of life.
The only thing we need here is pursuing our goals in life without kicking others hearts.
We should grow together not 'just me'.
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Eh, here's the thing. Maybe they thought I had enough and I should just be proud of it but really the point here is did I deserved what they've done and did I deserve getting just those because maybe I deserve more.
So here's also the most sad part, waiting.
Because there's two possible things that may come out and that's amazing or the very common to me is, 'Maybe that's just wasn't for you.'
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Other thing is-
"Del, what's this? I thought you said you'll fix this?"
Well there it is, my chores.
Amazing, outstanding, bra-
"Clean it already."
"Yeah, I will." I huff and rolled my eyes.
So you see. If you have something going on you should not let it take over you because not only your going to be hurt but you could drag your responsibilities with you in that mess.
Now, look-y here beautiful.
My chores are calling me.
Delphina Grey, good luck!
