Many said 'do not take me for granted.'
YOU KNOW WHAT fuck it.
We all know we both do this kinds of shit maybe some had it in them to keep all those who surrounds them but I guess many can't do that pledge of loyalty.
I guess I won't take it personally but fudge mate. I thought we had the moments where you'll stick whatever I have, whatever I did.
Support
Such simple word but has a lovely meaning.
Can't we do that? Hmm guess we're a bunch of questions letting the judge pick the best letter from the choices.
×××
Pick whats right and wrong then the results could either be undetermined or not.
So what do you do?
"Oh if I'm smart I'm probably best in picking the best or more suitable." Fouzia said.
"But your not?"
"Mate, listen. This what I'll do, I'll close my eyes then spin that bizarre options." She laugh without a care.
So young, so carefree but I'm not a fool. Guess she doesn't know how to.
I know we can never see what it might brings us but is there a need to pretend?
"Hey, lets just enjoy our life. Fix whatever we could." She finishes then smile at me. A smile that didn't reach her eyes.
Fouzia, I know it's hard. I know you suffer depression. Your mom's dead. Your father didn't take care of you well. You don't have money to buy new clothes. Your projects are not submitted on time. You cheat in our last exam. Your group of friends tag you when they like to get wasted. The guys played you. You always cried inside the cubicle. You swear a lot in frustration. You almost jump off the bridge. You are insulted in social medias.
I know this because we may not have the same fuck up situation but you know I'm always alone. I'm the one who is assigned to call you whenever you are requested in guidance. I had defended you from too many guys. You know I walk alone outside school campus when I have my practice, late. You know that I'm an observant person. We had our talks but never been in neck to argue about so deep.
I just don't know how to be around those people like you Fouzia.
I don't want you to be controlled rather be in control.
I'll be your shadow not too close but enough to go around kicking ass.
