Words From My Soul

Cold as Stone

Pain runs through my veins.
It stays with me for days.
My heart hurts and I don't even want,
To stay alive while it rains.
I don't want to eat or drink just sleep.
The thoughts swirl in my brain,
Driving me insane,
I just want them to go away.

The person I love can't be here,
Because they are not my dear,
And therefore I can't hold them near.
I stay here for days just wanting,
To sleep forever.
I hold the knife,
In my hand, but I can't get it,
To listen to my command.

I stand alone and feel shame,
For nothing being the same.
I've slain the person I used,
To be so I'm no longer the same.
I barely smile.
My heart is broken, and so cold.
If I had someone to hold,
Maybe I could be warm again.

I don't want this to end.
I just want to send the message,
To my friends that I'm thinking,
To much about the end.
I was broken, and numb,
When he made my heart beat,
Like a drum.

I don't even like rum,
But I feel drunk on love.
My heart so tired and cold,
Felt warmth and started to glow.
I can't hold them near,
But I stand close,
And hope for the best.
If I lose them,
I will close off my heart for good.

My life feels like a story in a book,
That I'm reading,
And scared to read the ending.
I love them and they love me,
But if they leave I will bleed,
Until I'm as cold as stone.