Don't Leave Me Alone (Destiel/Sabriel)

Chick Flick Moments

Dean POV:

We still need to tell them. They deserve to know. I pull away slowly and i see Gabriel and Cas staring at each other. "I'm sorry guys. I know our chick flick moment lasted a little longer than expected." I laugh. Ugh i hate chick flick moments. I roll my eyes and rub my hand over my face. We need to tell them. I look at Sam and he nods and brings his legs up to his chest and wraps his arms around them, burying his head in his arms. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. "After our mom died when i was nine our dad started drinking a lot. He blamed us for her death. He started getting upset at everything we did. So, i tried to keep Sammy out of the house more often while i went home and cleaned up the mess John made when he got home after school and went to pick Sammy up from our uncle, Azazel." Sam flinches at the name and Cas wraps his arms around him, Gabriel grabbing Sam's hand. I take another deep breath and get myself ready for the harder part. "After a few months he started acting weird so i asked him what's been going on once night. He was only five so i just thought he was lying when he told me. H-he told me that Azazel was t-touching him." Sam starts breathing harder and his knuckles go white. Gabriel biting his lips in pain. "Sammy, it's okay. It's all in the past. It won't happen again. Ease up on Gabriel's hand." He picks his head up and lets go of Gabriel. He goes to stand but i pull him back down. "You need to be here too Sam. I need you for this." He curls up again and i can tell he's holding his breath. "I told him to quit lying and that went on for a few years... Then John started hitting me. So i tried to get Sam to stay over there more but he started noticing so i made Sam stay in his room. Then one night, a few years later, i walk into Sam's room, thinking he had a nightmare cause he was whining stop...I-" I can't speak. If they find out...they'll leave. Sam needs Gabriel. I need Cas. We need them. I dig my nails in my hand and close my eyes, forcing the tears back. After a second i feel a hand on mine. I look up and Cas is kneeling in front of me. He gives me a sad smile and i open my mouth to continue but Sam runs past us and out the door. I go to run after him but Cas pulls me back. "Let Gabe get him." Gabriel runs out the door in a split second and then i walk to the door and look out in the darkness. I can't see Gabriel or Sam. I turn back to Cas who still has my hand. "W-what if he tried something stupid?" He pulls me into a hug and just let it all out. "It was my f-fault. I let it happen Cas. I c-couldn't stop it. I got hit and he got molested by our own family Cas. I-it was all my fault." We fall to the ground and i just sob and sob. Not caring if anyone hears me. "It's my fault Cas." I repeat. "No it wasn't Dean, you couldn't have known."

"But i caught him in the act Cas! I didn't do anything! I should have done something.."

"You have your reasons Dean. It wasn't your fault." I cry for what seems like forever until i hear the door close. I look back and see Sam and Gabriel standing there. Sam has his head down and he's holding Gabriel's hand. I rush over to him and pull him into a hug. He's hesitant but hugs back and starts crying. "I'm so sorry Sammy. So sorry." Just as i finish speaking i realize he hasn't talked but only once since i told him. He's gonna have a relapse soon. And i'm going to make sure one of us is there when he does.

*Hey guys, hope you enjoyed!! Okay, so i'm like totally addicted to Medicine by Harry Styles!! It's like so fuking sexual but nice at the same time and each time he performs it it's like wowwww, how can nobody tell he's gay?? Lmao, i'm dumb.*