Don't Leave Me Alone (Destiel/Sabriel)

3 Days

Sam POV:

"Why do you think he has all of those scars on his arms Cas?" i hear a voice say. I can't tell whos i don't want to open my eyes. I don't know where i am. Where am i? Who am i? "I don't know but i think we shouldn't ask or mention it, Dean said they had a dark past, we should leave it alone." another voice says. Another voice, a deeper voice says, "Why don't you just ask me then?" Dean! I know who that is, i know who i am. I open my eyes and examine the room. I see that Dean has just limped into the room and Castiel and Gabriel are still here for some reason. I thought they went home. I reach over to get a plastic cup off of the little table and throw it at Dean. "Heyyyyyy Sammy, oh my god, i was so scared." he says with a huge smile as he limps over to the bed. I shake my head and point to my ears as to say i heard them. "You've been asleep for a long while Sammy. Hey, Gabriel go get a nurse." Gabriel walks out of the room and i look over at Castiel and wave. He waves back and i look at Dean in confusion. Wait what happened before all of this, all i remember is Castiel was dragging Gabriel out of the room and then everything went black. "They came to visit after school the other day when you passed out." Dean says. I'm so confused about everything. Why did he say the other day. How long was i passed out? I look at Dean and then he says, "You've been passed out for a few days now, Its Thursday, 3 days you were asleep Sammy." oh wow, that's a long time for him to be worrying about me, i'm not that important. I put my hand on his shoulder and smile at him. "I know you're okay i was just really really worried about you Sammy." Dean says while looking at the floor. I hug him with my free arm and then look back at Gabriel and Castiel and whisper to Dean, "W-why are t-they here D-dean?" "They were worried about you too Sammy" he whispered to me. "D-don't call m-me Sammy, D-dean." i whisper once again. Still in the hug-i moved my shoulder to squish his head and he groaned and then we pulled apart and he laughed. "Your a small person for a tall dude." he said. I just nodded my head. "I-uh we were worried about you Sammy." Gabriel says with an awkward smile, while he fidgeted with the necklace on his neck, looking at the floor. "Hey, only i can call him Sammy, Gabriel." Dean says while he puts his arm around my shoulder. "Sure thing Dean-o." Gabriel said. "So, you gonna say anything Castiel?" Dean said, blushing. I raise my eyebrow and then look at Gabriel who is also looking at both of them in confusion. The room was silent for a while then all of a sudden Castiel says, "I'm going to the cafeteira to get some jello and some dr. pepper. Dean, wanna go with me?" ok, this is all so much, i've been passed out for three days. Gabriel and Castiel have been here for a while i'm guessing, Dean is gay for Castiel, i like Gabriel- wait, i like him? Wow, i like him. I look up at everyone and i see Gabriel staring at me and then looking away once he sees me looking at him and then Dean and Castiel walking out the door. Once they're out the door he says, "They're totally gay for each other, they're so obvious oh my god." i laugh and then i realize that he's seen my arms, my scars. I grab the blanket and pull it over my head and just sit there for a while then i feel the bed get lower. "Hey, it's ok. I'm not judging you, Dean said y'all have had a bad time before you moved here. I uh, i don't really think that the scars are something to be ashamed of. It uh, it made you stronger. Your strong Sam." Tears are coming down my face and i can't think of anything to say or do. I don't understand why he thinks of me like that. I"m nothing, i'm not strong, i'm weak. I let all of that happen. Dean got hurt because of me. I can't let that happen again. "Hey uhh, you ok?" he has his hand on my shoulder now and i pull the blanket off of me. "Hey- i didn't mean to make you cry. I'm sorry." He moves his free hand to my face and i shake my head. "N-no" i say. I just want to be alone right now. "L-leave" i say barely in a whisper. "Oh, uhh ok. Yeah. I'll uhh, i'll be in the hall if you need me." he gets off the bed and slowly walks to the door, just before opening the door he says, "You know, i think you're really great and i can see why Dean loves you so much." then he walks out and i'm alone. 

*Hey, i  kinda like the way this story is going. I've got some really good ideas for everything and i hope your ready for  it.*