Don't Leave Me Alone (Destiel/Sabriel)

"Sammy Bear?"

Sam POV:

I walk out into the living room and Gabe is sitting on the couch with a sucker in his mouth and his arm resting on the back of the couch. "Hey boo." i say sitting next to him. He smiles and pulls his sucker out of his mouth. "Hey Sammy Bear."

"S-sammy Bear?"

"Yea. Do you like it? I feel like it fits you. Your my little cuddly bear." We share a laugh then he leans in to kiss me. His lips are always soft and he tastes like cherry. I smile into the kiss and he pulls away. "Whatchu smiling about?"

"Y-you taste like c-cherry." He smiles and puts his sucker in my face. "Want one?" I shake my head, "y-you know i don't l-like sweets." He sighs and puts his sucker in his mouth. "I have no idea how you like me. We're complete opposites." I smile and kiss his cheek. He blushes and we just sit and talk about small little nothings while we wait for our double date at six.

It's around 5:30 when we decide to go to our own places and get ready. Dean goes to drop off Cas and Gabe and decide i should take a nice warm shower. I take my shirt off first and face away from the mirror. I take my pants off and i see the scars on my upper legs. I take a deep breath and turn towards the mirror. The long, short and deep scars all along my arms, chest and legs. I take my boxers off and look at the deeper scars on my thighs. I run my fingers along them. I run my fingers along the scars on my left forearm. The cuts from sunday night. I run my hands along my arms to cover myself. I look in the mirror. "Why are you so weak Sam?" No stutter. "Why?" I close my eyes and walk into the shower. I really shouldn't have looked at myself. I let the warm water hit me and i run my hands along my scars on my stomach. I don't even know how long i was standing there but hearing knocking coming from the door breaks me from my concentration on my scars. "Hey you okay in there Sammy?"

"Y-yea, i'm fine Dean." I am, i'm fine. I'm great. And Gabe cares about me and i'm not alone. Right? Of course. They all care about me. Cas said so and i can trust him. He won't tell Dean about the nightmares. "Okay, just checking on you. Hope your ready for the double date tonight." i take a deep breath before replying. "Y-yep totally." I'm scared as hell for what's after the date. Gabe wants to stay the night. I don't want him to find out i still have the nightmares. I stopped calling him after a while of him falling asleep in class. I drink coffee and keep my mind occupied all day so that i don't fall asleep. It's the easiest way to get through the day. I wash up and jump out of the shower and get dressed in my nicest clothes. A white button up shirt with my nicest jeans that aren't torn. I look in the mirror once again and smile. I can do this. I walk out and Dean is messing with his hair. I walk into my room and grab my brush. I brush my hair and try to keep it out of my face. "Dean." He walks in the room. "Yea?"

"S-should i put my h-hair in a b-bun?" He puts his hand to his chin and rubs it. He squints his eyes and then smiles. "Totally. I think a man bun would totally look great on you Sammy." I grab a hair tie from around the handle of the brush and put my hair up in a small bun. I look in the mirror and shake my head. I look like a dork. "Come on Sammy, they're waiting on us." Dean calls to me. I roll my eyes and run towards the door, grabbing my jacket on the way out.

*A/N: hey i know it's kinda late in the day to be updating but i will not let u down. i will update 3 times a week, even if it kills me lol. HOPE YOU ENJOYED!!*